Vocaloid song meanings

Lost one's Weeping

People  define it as a phase. Almost all parents  shrug it off. Just a state of mind, isn't it?

Stronger minds survive. But a weaker,fragile heart of mine knows that I wouldn't.

Surely, the girl who sits two benches from me is perfect.

I am not.

I cannot draw. I cant dance. And I cant sing.

But with utmost patience, and with pity, hear this melody for once.

My mother loves me, but deep down, I know that she is dissapointed.

My dad beats us in any chance he gets, but mom says that he loves us?

My sister lives away. Happy. In the high heavens above.

She couldn't take it anymore, ran away, but fate hit her like a truck.

And I know that its not a phase. But mother says 'Shhhhhh!!!'

The bullies don't get to deal with this, in their lives every day.

So, hear this melody for once. Please try to care.

For what Ms Sanders couldn't see, were scars beneath my sleeves.

Can you see the rope around my neck now? Sure you can. Can you see my heart too?

Sure you can't,  for what you thought was red, is now dyed coal black.

Selfish, cares about self, Poor parents.

Exactly. I maybe selfish, but the only thing that saddens me, is the tears pearled around her face.

Hopefully, the cries if anger will cease.

For they failed to notice in the dark abode, was a small sparkling light.

I had my talents, though ignored, will now rest in peace.

- Rinto Kagamine