days||f.w x reader [COMPLETED]

18

"I really miss you."

"I'm sorry that's all I tell you. I'm sorry my voice is probably hell to you right now since it's all you hear."

"I'm scared."

"I feel like shit saying I'm scared about myself, because you're the one who's....I just....I feel like I can't breath."

"Like I was floating on gentle waves in the ocean. I felt the warm sun on my skin, I was protected from all the danger swimming bellow me. Then it was like something grabbed me and pulled me down all of a sudden. I'm falling deeper and deeper into the salt water that burns my eyes. I'm getting farther from the sun, so far away that it's so dark. The water around me gets freezing and I can't move. All I can feel is the unbelievable pressure that is my life pushing me farther away from protection. I'm so alone and scared. I'm trying so hard not to breath in the water because if I do, that's it. I'm gone." (A/n I just put into words how my depression makes me feel. I actually didn't even write that for this book I wrote it when I was going through that bad part a few weeks ago)

"I don't want to breath in the water."