Maybe We'll Make It After All {Sequel to What If? ~ Louis Tomlinson Fan Fic}

Chapter 22 - Blackout

Seriously, I was smiling and laughing and running my hands all over Kendall today but seriously!!! My head is screaming the truth! Who would give their kids such ugly names like we did? Why was Kendall and I having rough..... You know! And what's with that disgusting talk about furry handcuffs and ewwww! Is this what it's like being with Kendall? We just broke up and he's a fucking jerk!

"Grandma!"

I heard the little brunette say as she ran towards an old lady sitting next to Kendall.

"I need you to do me something, Roxelle."

I looked at her confused,

"It's Roxy."

"I thought you said you liked Roxelle better but anyways. Have you and Kendall tried to have another child yet?"

What the actual fuck right now, his mom is asking me if we had sex. Seriously, I'm not answering that question-

"Yes, this morning, the doctors said that it's ok to start trying to have another baby now."

Shut up Roxanne Liana Dianne!

"I really am glad that I have a girl who fulfills my sons needs. You are the most amazing wife that there could be. Even though you are an alcoholic and a drug addict. I will let you to stay with my son."

I was stunned shock, I'm an alcoholic/drug addict and I'm always talking about sex with Kendall with his mother?

Awkward......

This is a terrible life you fucking voice in my head...

"I never wanted to become this person!!! I promised myself that I wouldn't."

I said to myself as I was now looking into a mirror at myself. I had vibrant black hair and dark red high lights in my hair. It looked like my eye liner smudged all around my eyes in huge circles. I was wearing a big black sweat shirt and on the front it said "sex, drugs, alcohol." I shook that off as I looked at my back which was written the same thing. I tried to wipe off my make-up but then it ran down my cheeks. What is happening to me? This is not the life I wanted!

Then I saw Kendall in the back of me and he had a knife.

"Love what are you doing?"

I couldn't say anymore. Kendall tore off my shirt and started cutting down my back. I felt sharp pains run all throughout my body as I was shocked awake.

Oh my god!

I woke up in another bed, white sheets with a nice bright pink wall painted.

"Hey baby. Happy birthday!"

I heard Louis voice but I couldn't see him.

"Louis?"

"Yeah, baby I'm on the computer."

I looked around and saw a magenta windows tablet on the end of the bed and picked it up to see Louis having that same rugged hair and a bit of a beard.

"Thanks babe. So where are you guys today?"

"We are on our way to Mexico. I'm so sorry I can't get off work today to come see you. I really wanted to make your birthday special!"

Hearing those words come out of his mouth made my heart flutter, it made me feel like if I was 13 again.

"Don't worry baby. I've got Elliot and Ezu to keep me company. They miss their daddy but you'll be back soon right?"

Louis nodded as I heard a voice in the background.

"I've gotta go but I'll call you later ok, I love you so much. Take care love."

"I love you too Louis!"

I got up and looked around this huge house that was hugely bigger than Kendall's house.

I heard little giggles in one room and saw two adorable little kids come running towards me as they hugged my legs despite their size.

"Happy birthday mommy! You're the best."

They said in unison as I picked the both of them up and started tickling them to death. A thing Louis taught me way back when.

"Mommy, are you gonna go back on tour and leave us again?"

Little Elliott asked me with his little puppy dog eyes.

"Not for a while honey. With the next baby on its way. It's not safe for mommy to be on stage."

OMG! I'm a singer!!! I'm a singer!! Wait a second... I'm pregnant again!!!

"Yay, I want a wittle sister."

Little Ezu said, I noticed how she had my face with those blue/gray eyes and Louis' dark brown hair. Eliot was the same but he had a lighter shade of blue eyes.

"You never know what will happen-"

Ding dong, who's at the door?

I looked at a magazine that had my face as the cover page and the headline was "working on fifth album." As my kids run off to the door and open the door wide and scream in unison again,

"Daddy!"

Louis! I ran into his arms as he twirled me around and kissed me as tears ran down my face,

"Happy birthday babe."

I quickly kissed him again as he came inside and gave me a big box with a ribbon on top of it.

"How come your home! You said you were going to Mexico with the boys to perform?"

"I just couldn't stay away from my beautiful wife on her birthday. I need to be here to show you how much you mean to me. To us."

He said as he rubbed my pregnant stomach that showed just a tiny bit.

"Open it mommy!"

Ezu said as she tugged at the box. I smiled as the four of us pulled off the wrapping and the bow together as I opened the box to find a glittery magenta microphone.

"Omg, I've been wanting this since forever. Thanks baby!"

I said as I squeezed the life out of him.

Little Ezu and Elliott clapped their hands as Elliott put the bow on Ezu's head.

"Very cute honey."

Then the light flashed down on me again as I was struck by a lightning bolt.

I woke up in my own bed at my apartment where Sage ditched me for James. I picked up my phone from the cabinet and saw a text from her.

Sage - come to the club, we want to talk to you :) xx

I rolled my eyes and got up and replied

Roxy - better not blow me off or I'll kick someone in the fucking ass. :) xx

I love my sarcasm sometimes. I got ready as I put on a pink floral gown and my peace sign necklace.

I saw a text from Louis,

From Louis - when you're awake. Please tell me. You've been knocked out for a week and I've been trying not to freak out. I'm so sorry.

I rolled my eyes as I got up and held my side because it really does hurt still.

I sprayed under my arms and brushed my hair out... I didn't like how it looked so I quickly straightened it and went out the door. I wonder how tonight's going to be.

Hey! Sorry if this chapter sucks! My anxiety is getting the better of me and I can't seem to think straight! But I finally got to the part of the story that I had planned out for a long time now. Stay strong lovelies xx.