Maybe We'll Make It After All {Sequel to What If? ~ Louis Tomlinson Fan Fic}

Chapter 21 - I Knew You Were Trouble

"Roxy, we need to-"

"No, we don't."

I said as I kept walking upstairs but then I got lifted as I was forced against my own will. Louis brought me into a room downstairs that looked like another living room.

"Louis-"

Louis grabbed me and kissed me, forcefully. I let him kiss me until I realized that I didn't feel those same butterflies when we kissed before. I guess I really have gotten over Louis.

"Louis no."

I said as I let go of him,

"I don't feel that way about you anymore. I really just-"

I cut myself off as I sat on Liam's couch and hid my face with my hands.

"I actually thought you still liked me?"

Louis said as he sat next to me,

"No, I don't even like myself! How can I like anyone before I can even like who I am? I don't. You see this."

I said gesturing to my wrist.

"This is not going to make me love you or myself anymore. I'm really confused Louis. I know I said that I loved you all of those years but the truth is, when you left, I truly found out who I was and I loved that. When you came back in my life. I just broke down. You've hurt me so much and you never realized that. You can't fix me. Only I can fix me. I'm sorry Louis but for what you did tonight, I don't think I can trust you."

I said as I went to grab the handle,

"I'm so sorry for hurting you. I can fix you. You know how they say that love can do that?"

I rolled my eyes,

"All of my life, I've always gone out with people that I've always imagined myself going out with. I want something new and unexpected. And if I want that, you have to be out of my life for good."

I said as Louis looked completely shattered, I honestly couldn't care but that was the truth that I've never been able to see until now.

"Bye Louis."

I said as I kissed his cheek as I slowly walked to the door as I opened it and walked out. I saw the girls look at me.

"What's going on?"

Leigh asked me as I just shook my head and ran off of there. I saw that Sage brought my car as I ran in it and my cars were right in it. I drove off home before anyone could see me. I finally let everything out. All of those years, thinking that I really loved Louis. I never honestly did. I was just infatuated with the idea that he was something I couldn't have and then when he came into my life I loved living the fairy tale. When in reality, it wasn't healthy to think that way. I turned to get to my house as I saw a bright light and everything went black.

-Louis POV-

I started running after Roxy's car because I know that she does love me no matter what she does. She shouldn't hurt herself and she knows I could support her, as long as she just accepts that I'm willing to be there for her.

I knew which ways she would go from here so I just ran in those directions.

I heard a screech and a continous sound of a car horn.

I ran even faster as I saw Roxy's car. I was hoping she didn't get hit. But it turns out that she drove her car in to a tree at the half of the left side. I opened the passenger door as I saw her laying there in a puddle of her own blood.

"Roxy! Roxy are you alive?"

I asked as a few tears came to my eyes.

She tried to move. Thank god she's alive. I took out my phone and dialled 911.