What words can't express (bixlu story)

Chapter 1

Lucy POV

Today was the day I was finally going to tell Laxus I have feelings for him. I got out of bed having a quick bath. Bathing in my favourite scent, strawberry and vanilla, I got out and changed into my normal outfit and equipped my belt with my whip and keys.

I walked out my appartmwnt and summoned plue. Plue and I were walking down the edge by the river, Plue doing his shaky dance in the process. As comes everyday the fisherman telling me to be careful. I soon arrive at the Guild walking over to Mira to ask for a smoothie. What I saw completly broke me. Mira and Laxus were making out. She knew of my feelings for him. For no one to know I was crying, I walked out of the guild.

I ran over to my apartment. On the way I ran into someone knocking them over, as well as myself. I quickly got up apologizing. "I'm so sorry I wasnt watching where I was going." . he seemed not to really care I was apologizing.

"Damn right you weren't looking" he said angry I was looking down. When I saw a green light. instantly knowing who it is....Bickslow. He apparently didn't know he wasnt wearing his visor. I shut my eyes tightly looking away.

Bickslow POV

I was walking to the guild. Out of nowhere some idiot runs into me knocking me over. They instantly got up and was apollgizing but I wasn't listening "Damn right youn weren't looking!" I yelled not even noticing. My eyes were glowing.

I noticed her eyes closed. "Hey look at me!" my eyes glowing more than last time as I got angrier still not noticing my eyes.

Then one of my babies I call papa floated in front of me. " your eyes" he said as the others were in front of me repeating it three times.

"What about my eyes!" I said still furious as I noticed the girl flinch even more

"Glowing" my babies repeated three times and I realized it. I wasn't even wearing my visor. I looked away calming down, my eyes turned back to normal.

Once I knew my eyes were normal I looked and I saw her finally I knew who that was., Lucy Heartfilia. She is in the Guild,with the flamehead and ice drool. Her eyes were still closed tightly and all it reminded me of the way I did at the fantasia parade, What I did to her. Still feel guilty about that. I placed a hand on her shoulder noticing how clearly she flinched. "Lucy" I said calmly. She opened her eyes and I saw that they were puffy and red.  God did I make her cry. "What is wrong?" I ask gently

Lucy POV

I looked at Bickslow and saw his eyes were back to normal, and I calmed down at that. "Whats wrong?" He asked so gently and so caring it made my heart flutter. Wait what? No I just saw Laxus and Mira kissing. But when he looked at me and I mean actually did . I forgot all about Laxus. But Laxus is his best friend I can't tell tell him and he wouldnt even care anyways. I looked down, my eyes starting to cry again .No don't cry in front of others. I bit my lip holding my tears

"Nothing" I said still looking down "I should get going. I'm sorry for bumping into you" I said turning around about to head home when I felt an arm great my wirst gently. I looked at his eyes and they were actually a really beautiful shade of red. When he grabbed my wrist I felt my blood rushing to my face.

Bickslow POV

As she was leaving I grabed her wrist gently. I couldnt just let her go seeing she is upset. It hurts me seeing someone, more a guildmate so upset. She turned around she looked at me and I noticed her blushing.  I looked at her eyes and placed a gentle hand on her cheek wiping away some of the tears. I will admit I always had feelings for Lucy. But I never admited it to her. And what I did at the Fantasia parade and to her I hurt her. I knew I lost my chance there. But at that time I was so willing to do anything for Laxus.

I still regret what I did. I almost took her soul because how willing I was to do stuff for Laxus. She has the purest of souls. As I wiped away her tears she leaned into my hand . Now it was my turn to blush.

"Why are you crying. You are too beautiful to cry." With that she blushed even more

"It doesnt matter" she replied looking down. "He is happy now anyways." She smiled softly but I knew she was hurt on the inside. Not doing it purposely but thats part of my magic is seeing stuff like this, But I dont even need my magic to know that she is hurt.

"who, what are you talking about?" I asked looking at her. She bit her lip again. "Please tell me" she was looking down and I lifted her head to looking at me gently.

"Laxus..... I liked him a lot. Guess the feelings just weren't mutual." I looked upset yet confused. I thought he liked her. At least that is what he told me. She continued "he was kissing Mira at the guild" she was starting to cry again. God I hated seeing her cry. "I was going to tell him today. But when I saw them kissing I ran out. And not looking I bumped into you" she said the last part with a slight smile.

I blushed a tiny bit and wiped her tears away. Damn it Laxus, I'm going to hurt you. You made her cry. I pulled her into a hug. Surprisingly she hugged back

Lucy POV

I was hugging Bickslow back. He made me feel safe in his arms. He wasnt wearing his normal outfit and it made his hugs were so warm and comforting. This feeling I have. I never really had around Laxus. I dont think I have at least. Why do I feel so safe with him? Why does it feeling like I have butterflies in my stomach? Why is my heart beating so fast being around him? I can't possibly like him, Can I?

That was a question that kept running through my head. Besides even if I did like him. There is no way he can like me. I'm nothing, just a simple girl. Besides I have heard he has only one night stands. That made my heart ache knowing he would never like me the way i think I do.

Third person POV

Little did she know that Bickslow only had one night stands to try to forget his love for Lucy. Will he take his chance now and help her feel better as well and help her forget she ever had feelings for Laxus

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A/N Hey guys Star here. This is my first dairy tail fanfic Thank you for reading my first chaptwr and let me know what you think. Might be slow updates

Much love to you all