I peer at you,
You're in my dreams,
You haunt my sleeping,
As scary as that seems,
It's not so bad,
At least I'm not alone,
I have you,
As you've obviously shown,
With your huge knowing eyes,
You see into mine,
With a wicked gleam,
That naughty shine,
I hear a sound,
It must be your voice,
It's soft as you speak,
Of your own choice,
My eyes grow heavy,
I'm drifting off,
In this hazy scene,
I feel less tough,
I'm lulled by you,
Like a sleeping drug,
You smile at me,
A smile so smug,
This makes no sense,
What's this about,
An insane dream,
In which I cannot shout,
I'm too weary,
Too tired and dreary,
As humidity fills the air,
I feel I'm choking,
I cry out in confusion,
But I come out croaking,
I clutch my head,
And turn from you,
I feel your arms embrace me,
While you're still being cruel,
A kiss on the lips,
And it all goes away,
My eyes are wide awake,
I'm aware,
Is everything okay,
Is everything better now,
Am I safe,
I turn around,
To see you with a knife,
You shake your head,
A sign of wrong,
I stare back blankly,
As you start to sing a song:
"Don't pressure yourself,
Don't put yourself down,
I love you as you are,
So do not frown,
Don't take this knife,
And bring it to your heart,
You'll leave me behind,
If you use something sharp,
All that you have,
And all that you need,
Is standing before you,
You don't need to feed,
Off my own pain and feelings,
Love me now,
And you'll get your own,
But I love you so much,
My heart just aches,
Loves seeps through it,
Can you feel my shakes,
Of desire and pain,
For you,
Don't leave,
Please come to me,
I swear I'll make you happy,
I'll make you believe,
Just stay with me,"
I feel emotions rack through my body,
I finally give in,
I go to him,
And then I'm truly awake,
And I'm in my bed,
I feel tears leak,
It was all in my head,
I'm still alone,
I have nobody here,
I'll talk to myself,
I'm the only one who'll hear,
I curl up and hide,
And tuck my body away,
I wish it wasn't a dream,
Never thought I'd want you to stay,
As the darkness closes around me,
I block all of the voices out,
I'm forever alone,
I can't find another route,
To a better place,
To you and your grace,
It wasn't a dream,
It was a nightmare.........
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