Why I Hate Love

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This is for those who have loved someone, or had a crush on them, but they didn't feel the same. Happens to everyone. Well, almost. It's happened to me, because unfortunately, I currently like someone, and I really don't want to, and the worse part is, is that person already like someone else. Sadness......but I'll get over it.....maybe.....

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I see him everyday,

When he comes my way,

I think I have a crush,

And I hate it very much,

I think about him all night,

Even during lunch,

I swear, if this is love,

It has to be a lie,

But I'm fooling myself,

So I guess I'll have to die,

He knows me,

He speaks to me,

And I speak back,

But I see him with another,

Proving there's something that I lack,

I look at him,

Waiting for him to feel,

But his walls are up,

A hardened shield,

I get jealous when I see his date,

Or one true love,

And it's so unfair,

So I hate love from all of the above,

This is why I hate love more than anything,

I fall for a guy who holds no feeling,

At least not for me,

Makes me wonder if he enjoys my company,

He probably doesn't,

And this is why I close off everything,

So I can't feel the all the pain,

The consuming jealousy,

The horrific shame,

Because what's the point of loving,

When love just plays me like a video game.......

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