What If It Doesn't Last

Chapter 3

ADRIANA POV

I really wish this hellhole called high school would just end or be fun at least, this pain in my life is just too much. Why does everything have to be programmed and so complicated? Sometimes i wish i was someone else, not a part of this damn controlling and messed up family.

Above everything, i have to put up with all their bullshit, i can't wait to be 18 and just find a life of my own. I can't believe i have to put up with perverted advances from that jerk of an uncle and i can't tell anyone about this they wouldn't believe me.

I am pulled out of my thoughts when i hear my name being called by someone only to see Christian Dawn when i turn, i know him since Amanda keeps talking about him. I agree with her though, this boy is one hell of a hunk, not with his adorable dimples.

Adriana, hold on a minute, i only want to talk to you and be your friend, Christian said.

No Christian, please don't follow me, you won't get anything from me by being my friend.

Who said i want anything from you? I only want to take that pain away from your eyes, the pain you don't want anyone to see and you fight to hide it but not from me, Christian said.

You don't know what you're talking about Christian, please leave me alone and stop bothering me. I really don't know what made him say those words but i felt like opening up to him, or anyone but i couldn't do it.

Then let me in and i help you through it all, please don't chase me away Adriana, Christian said.

Whatever, it's your choice Christian, i don't think i can let you do what you don't want so suit yourself. I didn't get why he was so concerned about me and he looked so sincere.

So, you're now my friend, yes ( grins brightly) sorry about hugging you like that, i always wanted to talk to you from the moment i set my eyes on you, Christian smiled.

Okay then please put some distance between us, people are watching and they might think otherwise. If you will excuse me i have to go my driver is waiting.

My name is Adriana Mitchell, i come from a successful and well known family with both my parents though i am the only child.

I wouldn't say i have a happy perfect family maybe in front of paparazzi that's when they pretend we are. I don't really hate my parents, i just wish they could give me their time and attention.

But all they care about is business, new contracts, travelling, latest cars and the rest follow after that, how can they see the pain i have been dealing with since when i was 8 years.

Sometimes i wish i wasn't born at all maybe i wouldn't be a burden to them and i wouldn't have to go through this pain and suffering. If only i had a sibling then i would be able to bear this agony.

Only my best friend Debbie knows the hell i go through each day of my life, she's among the few people that understand me.

Miss Adriana, we are here at the house, Jaime my driver said.

Oh thanks Jaime, you can go on ahead i am not going anywhere else.

Okay Miss, have a good evening and please if you want to go anywhere call me, Jaime said. 

You too Jaime, don't worry i won't put you in trouble, i have no other plans.

You're welcome Miss Adriana, should i prepare anything for you, Maria one of the maids said.

No i am okay Maria, i will be in my room. By the way, is Juliana home or still at work?

Mrs. Juliana went out with her friends, she said she won't take long and will be back before dinner, Maria replied.

I know you're wondering who's Juliana, she's my mom and since she has never acted like my mom at any one point in my life, i call her by her name she kind of got used to it. 

Ding Ding Ding Ding

Hey  Adriana , how are you doing? My cousin Drew Williams called.

Hello Drew, i missed you so much bro and i am good you?

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