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i just got home from a family emergency
i was gone for a week and i hated leaving my boyfriend that long, but my grandma was dying
anyways, i just got back
literally no one is home except for steve and hopefully bucky
i walk over to steve, pulling him into a hug before looking into his eyes
"how bad was he?" i ask, softly
he cringes "he locked himself away in his room the whole week"
i sigh, picking up my bags and walking to bucky and i's shared room
i open the door, placing my bags randomly on the floor as i close the door behind me
my heart breaks at the sight of him
he's huddled in the corner, face in his hands, as his body shakes with every sob
i crouch down in front of him, pulling his hands away from his face
his eyes widen when he sees me "you're back?"
i nod "why are you sad baby?"
he pulls me into him
i end up straddling his lap as he cries into the crook of my neck
"you were gone for so long" he says between sobs
i run my fingers through his hair "i know baby. i didn't want to be gone that long"
"next time i'm coming with you" he says, his body shaking uncontrollably
"okay. next time you can come"
i rub his back with my other hand "how bad was it?"
"i was left alone with my thoughts all day, every day. and the nightmares just grew worse" he mumbles as his tears continue to damped my neck
"i'm so sorry baby" i whisper, turning my head slightly to kiss his neck "but i told you that you could call whenever you needed me"
"i didn't want to bother you"
"baby, i was more worried when you didn't call. and you could never bother me"
he nods into my neck before eventually calming down
his body stops shaking as his tears stop all together
he pulls his head out of the crook of my neck
i reach my hands up, wiping the remaining tears away
"you're pretty when you cry" i whisper
he smiles slightly as i smile widely
he always tells me that when i cry
"let's go to bed" i say, standing up and offering him my hand
YOU ARE READING
seb and chris imagines
Fanfiction{sebastian stan} {bucky barnes} {chris evans} {steve rogers} {and more} {2018-2020 era}