I really need to vent. Trigger warning

You have been warned.

(I'm writing this alt 2:30am. This doesn't help my mental state)

Ok so you've already been warned in the title and bio. I just really need to get some things out of my mind. If you have any advice god please offer it. Though chances are it's already been tried.

And if somehow a friend of mine finds this. And you think you are one of the people I talk about, then please just try to understand that this is getting out of hand, specially to one friend in particular.
I will not spread any personal information like names, locations, etc but I don't want to skip over details either. I don't want to sugar coat it.

Warning, at some parts this may get a little less serious? I may joke around or something. That's kinda just how I cope.

God where do I fucking start?
I Have some of the greatest friends a girl could ask for. If it wasn't for them god knows where I would be. They got me out of one of the worst groups of people ever. They're fun, kind, understanding, etc. But even then, I find that this friendship group is just.. so toxic.

No, not in the way of bullying or something. Nothing like that. But. Every one of my friends have some sort of problem. Wether it's a family problem or a mental disorder. Everyone seems to have one. Almost.

I'll start with the less serious ones. Not downgrading their situations. Just some others are just more serious at this moment.

One gets overly emotional to some things. Her boyfriends work place was close to shutting down and she had a complete breakdown all day. Which is understandable. She also had someone very close to her commit subside at a very young age and can't stand the topic of subside, self harm, etc. Which doesn't mix well with some other friends I have. But she's absolutely amazing in ever way. I hate seeing her so upset and mixed with others I find it hard to help now. Because everytime I say something it just sounds fake. Like I do at care.

Another has some family issues and has been diagnosed with a type of anxiety from a mix of that and school. She couldn't stand being an outcast from her entire year and for the most part was alone apart from a few friends. She would cry in class alone yet no one would even bat an eye. She's one of my best friends and, though she came later in my life, has helped me get through so much and improve on things that I was starting to give up on. She was an inspiration to me and just like my other friend, I couldn't stand know that this is how she felt and I couldn't help her.

This ones actually about my girlfriend. Who's actually the most likely person to see this.. sorry bubba.
She's has some more serious things that I don't really want to share because I feel like it's a different situation to the others. She's the fucking love of my life but I can't help but see her going down the same path I went down a few years ago. It kinda looks like she developing anger issues. Nothing major but she's acting how I did at the start of year 8. I don't want her to go through stuff like that because I know it's hard. It's an online relationship too so I can't even help her as much as I'd want to.

Another best friend had been diagnosed with god knows how many thing. Depression, social anxiety, on other type of anxiety, something else I can't remember I thin? And is possibly getting diagnosed with autism too. Along with a few physical conditions. She doesn't come to school and though I know she handles it better then I would think I can't help but worry for her.

My sister. This ones I bit more personal.

She's ina relationship with a man. She has a beautiful daughter who I absolutely love. And this ones a bit more confusing. You see some stuff has happened that makes me worry. The boyfriend is normally fine but has a very strong chance that he's bipolar. My family's said it before but he's not been diagnosed with it yet. But even he's said he thinkshe has it. He's want to get diagnosed and before you say were jumping to conclusions, bipolar runs in his family.