I Just Loved (COMPLETED)

IJL (No! You suffer!)

Sorry kung maiksi ang update ah? ^_^ Thanks for all the comments!

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*Toby*

Umiiyak na naman sya. Haaay... kelan ba matatapos 'to? Hanggang kelan kami magdudusa para lang sa entertainment ng Author na yan?

 

"Corrine..."

"Toby..." She muffled her cries as she reached for me. Tinabihan ko sya at niyakap. Even though I don't feel anything towards her other than pity and friendship is all I can give, I still want to comfort her. I want to punch Rico in the face for being so... gay.

Babae lang ang may karapatang maging fickle. That's one of the few things that fascinates me about them. But him? What's his right to be fickle?

Akala ko ba si Gale ang gusto nya? Eh bakit kay Femi naman sya lapit ng lapit?

"Ang tanga-tanga ko Toby!"

"Ano ka ba! Hindi mo naman kasalanan—"

"No! It's all my fault! I let her have him!" She said then cried some more.

"What do you mean?" So... hindi ginusto ni Rico ang lahat ng 'to? Aish. Ang gulo...

She sniffed saka nagpahid ng luha. "Kase... I gave her a chance. I asked Rico to give her a chance as well. Tell me Toby... bakit ang tanga-tanga ko?"

"Bakit nga ang tanga mo? Aish. If you know you'd get hurt by doing so... bakit ginawa mo pa rin? Tapos ngayon iiyak-iyak ka!"

"Eh hindi mo naman kase naiintindihan eh! Best friend ko si Femi!"

Potek. Best friend.... pinakaayaw kong salita sa mundo. Nagkandaleche-leche buhay ko dahil dya.

"Dapat bago ka gumawa ng isang desisyon, pinag-iisipan mo munang mabuti 'cause once it's done, there's no going back. You have no choice but to stand by it no matter how much it's hurting you."

Like me...

I chose to let her go... kase alam kong walang patutunguhan yun. Oo nga't nahihirapan ako pero kapag ikinulong ko sya sa 'kin... sya naman ang masasaktan.

Haaay...

Ang hirap umibig. Ayoko na! Nakakasakit ng ulo. Nakakawala ng bait. Nakakasira ng pagkatao.

Yan ang mga bagay na natutunan ko nung nagmahal ako. Sabi pa nila sa 'kin dati, sabihin ko na daw... kase baka all along... yun din yung nararamdaman nya para sa 'kin. I believed in all those stories and movies na nagkakatuluyan ang mag-best friend.

Hindi pala sa lahat ng pagkakataon ganun ang nangyayari.

If only I tried to love this girl beside me. If only I gave her a chance to change my mind. Who knows right? She might not be crying right now. And I might be happier than I am now.

But it was just too late.

She moved on. And she was hurting. And she was crying beside me... who was also hurting.

"If only it was that easy..."

"Right," I agreed.

"Toby..."

"Hmm..."

"Don't leave me here okay?"

I shushed her. "Oo. Nandito lang ako."

*Jazz*

Ako si Jasmine. Siguro yung iba sa inyo, nakalimutan na ako. Ang totoo nya, display lang ako sa story na 'to. Hindi ako kasali. Pader ako. PADER!!!