Kik Me [Joshler AU]

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Pure: Guys please help

Gdo: ty what's wrong?

RyRo: it's 2AM..?

Pure: id ask why you're awake but I already know

DalPal: caught in the act

Pure: There he is

Pure: anyway

Pure: I'm terrified, guys

Gdo: why? Where's josh? Did he leave you alone in his apartment? I'll beat his ass

Pure: no!

Pure: no.

Pure: no

RyRo: then what is it tyty?

Pure: I realized that now that I've moved in with josh he's gonna see all my flaws

Pure: hes gonna see what I look like when I wake up

Pure: he's gonna know random weird things I do when I'm alone

Pure: he's gonna know about how much I hate myself in the deep hours of the night

Pure: he's gonna see it all

Pure: and I'm so scared because what if he realizes he doesn't want me?

Pure: what if he decides I'm not good enough and kicks me out?

Pure: what if he brings new people home each night because I'm still too scared to have sex?

Pure: I'm so scared that he'll realize I'm not what he needs

Pure: and not what he deserves

Gdo: Tyler is josh asleep?

Pure: yeah?

Gdo: okay, I'm coming over to slap some damn sense into you, boy

Gdo: Tyler Robert motherfucking Joseph.

Gdo: You are a literal angel. Josh absolutely adores you, loves you. If you ever need him, he's always there, and vice versa. You're everything he needs and more! Every time we all hang out, you don't notice, but he's staring at you like you're a godsend (in which you are). He'd stop the earth from spinning and the sun from shining just for you, Tyler. I don't want to hear you say he's gonna realize you're not good enough, because you are, damnit. He doesn't care you're too scared to have sex with him, no one does! It's what makes you the pure bean you are! He's willing to wait for you. Hell, him and I were talking the other day, and you know what he said? He said, "One day I'm gonna marry my little flower." And it was the cutest fucking shit. He looked high off of the thought of you. So don't you dare, ever again, say that he thinks you're not good enough. You damn right are.

RyRo: I'm sitting beside him and he looks truly furious

DalPal: tHATS one of the first times he's ever used proper grammar in a message

Pure: IM TRYING SO HARD NOT TO WAKE UP JOSH FROM MY TEARS

Pure: THANK YOU GUYS I LOVE YOU

RyRo: we love you too!

Gdo: Now, go on. Git. Cuddle with yo mans.

Pure: goodnight  guys and thank you again

Gdo: goodnight ty

RyRo: ^

DalPal: ^^