loose control

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KIM SEOKJIN

"Mr. Kim, what are we now?" I looked at her disheveled form. Her perfectly curled hair earlier now resembled a tumbleweed, the clean white dress that covered her torso is now crumpled and stained. Just the perfect sight.

My lips tugged into a smile, "A teacher and a student. What else could it be?"

Her eyes flashed a small streak of pain, "But we just had sex,"

"Yes we did." he looked at her, void of any emotions." I did it for my sake and I didn't want to hurt your ego earlier by rejecting you miss—" I looked at her ID, and frowned. "...Bae Joohyun. I'll see you next class"

I knew she looked familiar.

And when I looked at her id, I couldn't help but feel ridiculous. She was one of those students who go around sleeping with men, not that I frown on it. I share the same sick habit but I've heard of her so many times from my co-instructors. They all found themselves succumbing to her. Although I was never curious what she looked like, her image is somewhat unattractive to me. Contrary to her pretty face.

I didn't want to fuck her in the first place. I knew how immoral, messy and problematic it is to be involved with a student. But when she approached me after class and kneeled in front of me, I was gone. Her small hand wrapped around me was enough for me to lose it.

That's when it dawned to me how I love a good chase. She wasn't.

Fucking her didn't had that first charm as it did when she gave me a blowjob. I was so keen to finish it that it wasn't a satisfying.

I left her with her mouth agape, and I almost felt bad. I just don't want the guilt and burdensome feelings.

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"I heard you were doing part time jobs at a high school Seokjin hyung," I turned to my left and found Kim Taehyung. He is trying to steal a cigarette from my bag but failed once I smacked his hand away.

"A high school student like you shouldn't even be out at this hour! Why are you here?"

"oh? I was kicked out for being loud. I wasn't complaining though. So, why are you teaching at a highschool when your pay is fine in this prestigious university?"

Jin threw his cigarette down the floor and stepped on it. "I quit teaching highschool, just so you know. It doesn't pay that much and it doesn't make up the trouble I had to deal with teenage girls."

"Ah makes sense. Then what are you gonna do now?"

Jin shrugged, "You're rich Taehyung-ah. Pay for my student loans," Jin laughed after.

"You know how much trouble I do at school that my parents cut off my allowance. I am practically living off of Kim Jisoo's lunch—"

Jin perked up at the sudden mention of a girl's name. "Oh, is she your girlfriend Tae?"

"Her? No way! She is too weird and happy - she's really beautiful though - but way above my standards."

Jin looked at him incredously, "What's your standard then idiot?"

"Hyung, at this age you wouldn't want something permanent. I like girls who can mess with me, like I can mess with them with no strings attached. Kim Jisoo just doesn't fit the bill. I owe her why I still didn't quit school, she made it more interesting."

And again Jin looked at him weirdly, "Looks like she is way too good for any man."

Taehyung just smiled widely, as if proud of his friend. After a while Taehyung broke the silence by trying to steal another cigarette.

Seokjin didn't hold back this time on smacking the back of his head.

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"Come here idiot," Jin pulled Taehyung away from the mob of girls he is talking to. Jin even heard how they whispered how hot Kim Taehyung is, resulting to the grimace formed on his face.

"Hyung! College girls are really pretty right? Wah, I should teach too once I graduate, must have been nice -"

"Attend school regularly first, and go back to Kim Jisoo or something."

"Ehy, she isn't in a good mood this days hyung. I don't want to be her punching bag today, spare me them bruises-"

They walked towards the school's exit, "Oh? You said a few days ago that she is a very happy kid. What? Is it character development?"

Taehyung snorted, "As if! That kid is really strange, she is so carefree most of the time that I forgot when was the last time she got angry. It's just that our midterm grades were given and I assumed by the horror on her face that day, she failed big time. I was trying to make fun of her but she twisted my nipples it got bruised- hyung! Don't laugh!"

But Seokjin was laughing too hard. "Serves you right. Let's go, I'm getting paid by your parents to tutor you-"

"Ah about that hyung, can we not do it? Let's just go and eat- Hey!" he received another smack.

"Your parents called me today to start it you prick. Don't waste their money!"

Taehyung muttered something in between the lines of how unfair the world has come to.