CHAPTER- O N E

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C H A P T E R-O N E: R E G R E T

*******2 years ago*******

I was at my locker. Trying to avoid people that I don't know. I like to keep it on the down low. I close my locker and turn around but then.......

"Jessica!" it was a male voice a very husky male voice. I turn the opposite way around and see its a jock but not just a jock, the jock. The jock knows my name- Alex Clearwaters knows my name! Oh god he's coming over to me because as far as I know I'm the only Jessica and I know that because I'm a Student Assistant so I know every person in this school which is kinda good that way I know which ones to stay away from.

"I'm hi?" I ask Alex I helped him one time but I though he forgot my name? And I was proud of my self for not stuttering. Why is he talking to me I have big glasses, I have brasses the color of blue, my favorite color. My eyes are dark brown I cover my curves up very good in school and my skin is not that pretty. I have dark chocolate brown hair I'm ordinary.

"Umm I know this is very straight forward but will you be my girlfriend?" my eyes widen at what he just ask.

"You don't even know me?" I ask quietly.

"I actually really do, you like to read a lot, your a student helper to the teachers, every Thursday afternoon you go to the dog shelter, your favorite color is blue, and your really shy." talk about stalker? "I'm not a stalker." he said between chuckles. Did I say that out loud? "Yeah you kinda did."

"Sorry." I said immediately said.

"I'll forgive you if you say 'yes'." what was he talking about?

"Say 'yes' to what?"

"For being my girlfriend?" Crap how could I forget he said that! But his girlfriend? Alex Clearwaters is by far the most popular person in Howerhight High school. Not to mention the hottest too. But sadly we don't have a high school diva, 'sigh' - note the sarcasm. He has dark brown hair, hazel eyes, plays for the football team, built body tall at 6'2 which is good because I'm 5'7 and I think it's kinda weird when you date a very smaller guy then you. As far as I know he has a great personality. I just don't want anything to happen to me like last time I trusted someone. But on the other hand it wouldn't hurt to try, right?

"Yes. ill be your girlfriend." I said trying not to smile because please with these brasses on I'm not going to smile I turned and walked away, and you might be wondering why did you walk away well I'm smiling like a creep now and I'm red like a tomato that's why.

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School. I love it. You might be thinking wow 'Nerd' well the truth is that I am a nerd. But I'm not one of those nerds that doesn't have a boyfriend, no. I have a boyfriend. And I also know a lot of people but I only make certain people be my close friends oh and one more thang. No my boyfriend is not a 'nerd' like me. He is one of the Jocks.

I know, I know. Why would a jock be into a nerd. Truth is I don't know either. I guess opposites do attract. I love everything about him. The way he talks, the way he speaks to me, his looks, his personality, his sweet kisses, the way I fell in love with him, he is just perfect. I really don't know how I'm going out with him.

I'm waiting at my locker for Alex because he always takes me to class. And as if my prayers answered here he comes my way. I want to tell him that today I will be taking off my brasses and I'm getting contacts this afternoon but then I look at him again and he has a worried face on. Whats up with him?

"Hey." I say smiling.

"Jessica, we need to talk." He says looking worried.

"Yeah, you can tell me anything Alex, what up?"

"Jessica I think we should break-up." Ok seriously did anyone just hear my heart shattered.

"What why we have been together for 2 years if you wanted to break-up why do you choose now?!" I was not going to cry in front of him. No I will stay strong.

"I'm sorry Jess,-"

"Don't call me that anymore."

"Jessica I was never really into you I don't even think you are pretty the only reason I went out with you is because people were saying stuff, how I couldn't keep a girl. So to prove them wrong I..um..yeah."

"Bye, Alex." I ran out side. It's not like what he said was wrong I am not pretty. I was ugly. I was a nerd. I was not fashionable and I wore nerd glasses, I was going to hurt him just like he hurt me. I pulled out my phone and called one person.

My cousin, Vicky.

Oh, Alex am going to make you regret what you did. You need something called payback.

"Hello? Jessica?" Vicky answered.

"Remember what you said three months ago about how you want me to be in the same job as you when I want?" I told her trying to refreshen her memory. And not even offering to say Hello.

"Yeah?....."

"Well I want to do it." I said with lots of confidants.

"Yes! Wait what made you change your mind?" I really don't know Vicky Maybe it's because the person that I thought loved me back really didn't so now I want to make his life feel like hell and make him regret.

"Oh, daughter of my aunt I got a interest in it now well bye ill tell you more when you come and pick me up from school ok. Bye! Love you!" I disconnected the call before she replied to me.

I hate you now Alex Clearwaters and I knew deep inside this was a bad idea but congratulations Alex you now make it to my list of people who broke my heart are you happy now?

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Hey so this is my second book on this account and if you haven't read my first book 'His Pack' please read it. I will be updating on Fridays, Holidays, and maybe Saturdays. This was support to be put up 2 weeks ago but then I got grounded and then I got half blinded. Anyway if someone can help me on my book cover it will be really helpful.

Yours truly,

-Blue.

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