I'm breathing in acid rain
And choking on cigarette smoke
My hair is made up of guitar strings that you played for me
And my voice is an echo of the songs you sang for me
But these tears are the story of the times your voice was nails on a chalkboard
And my eyes are the example of a person who was once and angel
And how he turned to a demon
And how sharp his teeth were once they sank into my neck
And slowly sucked the blood from my veins but I let him because he said he was running low
When he needed blood I cut my wrist
And when I was weak he faded
And the sounds of bat wings flutter in my ears
And I'm dying
I'm bleeding from my veins
My wrists are bruised
And my soul is putrid from the stench of liquor and drunken sex
But I was the only one drunk
And I remember how vacant you were in your eyes
How you shrugged it off
And it ate me up inside
God, I let you just sink your teeth in
And you went with fives from a light that shown in the darkness
And their smiles weren't blank to you as you kissed them through your phone screen
And how you told her you loved her while you still missed me
And you kept her letters when she was long gone
And threw a fit about how they were nothing
We stayed up all night with the truth stuck in our throats;
You told me how you missed her flow
And your mind changed as quickly as Alice,
I was the one being crazy
And the ticking clock deterred the meaning
Amethyst is your favorite stone
Wal-Mart is your favorite store
Burger king is your favorite place to eat
And my heart was your favorite place to scream
