Insecure [rochan]

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"Will do," Jaeyoon said with a smile as Chanhee's mom left the room. 

"Listen you're lucky I need to rest so I'm not going to be mean to you," Chanhee said to him. "I don't like people having to watch me cause I'm old enough."

"Your last babysitter was Rowoon right?" Jaeyoon questioned. 

Chanhee looked at Jaeyoon with surprise. 

"You know Rowoon?" Chanhee asked. 

"Yeah, he's my best friend's little brother," Jaeyoon told him. 

"Oh, I knew your name sounded familiar, Youngbin has mentioned you before," Chanhee said.

"So Chanhee, do you need anything?" Jaeyoon asked. 

"Yeah, could you get me some juice please," Chanhee said to him. 

"Yeah of course," Jaeyoon said sweetly. 

 Chanhee liked Jaeyoon, he seemed really nice. He couldn't help but keep thinking how he knew something he shouldn't tell him though. 

Soon enough Jaeyoon came back up with a cup of apple juice. 

"Here you go," Jaeyoon said with a smile. 

"Thank you," Chanhee said taking the cup from him and taking a sip. 

"So I guess I'll be downstairs if you need me," Jaeyoon said simply. 

"Wait, can you keep me company for a little while?" Chanhee asked. 

"Sure," Jaeyoon said. "What do you want to do?"

"I don't know, can I just ask you random questions?" Chanhee asked. 

"Yeah go for it," Jaeyoon said as he took the chair that was at Chanhee's desk and sat in it. 

"So how old are you?" Chanhee asked. 

"20 but I'll be 21 in August," Jaeyoon said. 

"So you go to college?" 

"Yeah, I'm a business major."

"Oh cool," Chanhee said simply. "So tell me about your boyfriend."

"You know Inseong?" Jaeyoon questioned. 

"I've heard of him," Chanhee said. "What's he like?"

"He's been a little distant lately," Jaeyoon said a little sadly. "He won't tell me what's wrong, so I thought it'd be a good idea to earn a little more cash to take him out."

"He's so lucky to have you," Chanhee said with a small smile. 

"I just want him to be happy," Jaeyoon said. "It's always been like this, ever since we were kids, I'd always be the one to cheer him up."

"That's sweet," Chanhee said simply. 

"Yeah I love him," Jaeyoon said. "Maybe we should talk about something else."

"Oh sure," Chanhee said with a shrug.

Chanhee just couldn't help but wish Rowoon would do something like that for him. 

-

Jaeyoon was sitting on the couch when he suddenly heard a knock on the door. 

He got up and went to answer it, only to be surprised by a familiar face. 

"Rowoon what ar-"

"Where's Chanhee I need to talk to him," Rowoon said, interrupting Jaeyoon. 

"He's upstairs," Jaeyoon said as he watched Rowoon practically run upstairs. 

Rowoon got to Chanhee's room, the door was closed and he stared at it for a second. 

He let out a sigh before opening the door. 

"Chani we need to talk," Rowoon said quickly. He stopped when he saw Chanhee asleep on the bed. 

Rowoon looked at Chanhee who was laying there peacefully, the only thing he could think of was when Chanhee was in a coma.

"Chani," Rowoon said softly as he got closer to Chanhee. He placed his hand on Chanhee's shoulder and shook him gently. 

Chanhee's eyes fluttered open, meeting eyes with Rowoon. 

"Hyung, you're here," Chanhee said with surprise as he sat up quickly. 

"Chanhee, I can't fucking stay away from you, I'm in love with you, even if you hurt me I'm still gonna come back cause I'm so attached to you," Rowoon explained. 

"I'm so sorry for everything I've done to you and put you through, I should know you won't leave me but I just doubt it so much cause how could you be in love with me, I'm nothing special, I'm not even that attractive," Chanhee said sadly. 

"You're so special to me and I think you are the cutest thing," Rowoon said to him. 

"Don't call me cute," Chanhee said as he started to blush. 

"But you are cute," Rowoon said with a smile. 

"I've missed you, I've missed us," Chanhee said with a sad smile. 

"You mean you missed bulling me?" Rowoon questioned. 

Chanhee stuck out his tongue and smiled a bit at Rowoon. 

"Are we okay now? Are you okay?" Rowoon asked as he looked at Chanhee with concern. 

"I'm okay, I think," Chanhee said with a small pout. 

"What's wrong babe?" Rowoon asked. 

Chanhee tried not to smile when Rowoon called him babe, it was a stupid nickname but it made Chanhee so happy. 

"It's just I want you to cuddle me," Chanhee said looking down.

Rowoon smirked and crawled in bed with Chanhee, facing the younger as they got comfortable. 

"Rowoon, I'm so sorry-"

Rowoon placed his finger over Chanhee's lips, cutting him off. 

"Don't be sorry," Rowoon said before leaning in towards Chanhee and placing his lips on the younger's. 

Rowoon could feel the obvious need Chanhee was giving through the kiss, it was intoxicating to the elder. Rowoon's hand laid on Chanhee's cheek softly before letting go of the kiss. 

Chanhee looked at Rowoon with wide eyes. 

"I love you Chani, don't forget that," Rowoon said with a soft smile. 

Chanhee just made a small pout with his lips before snuggling into Rowoon's chest. 

"Don't call me Chani," Chanhee mumbled. 

"I always will," Rowoon said, wrapping his arms around Chanhee's small body.

Chanhee just smiled as he felt Rowoon embrace. 

*Wouldn't it be funny if I just ended it there. I'm almost done literally the next three chapters are probably just going to be fluffy chapters little to no drama will be involved and then I'll put a small epilogue and we'll be done and then I'll release the new rochan I've been working on, anyway hope you liked it, love you all, sorry this story is so long like bruh.*

-katz