Beating Hearts | On-Hold

0 | First Look

He was there just a few steps, and I could be there beside him.

 As always he had earphones on, does he even know I like him? I don't think so. 

The last time we talked were few months back.

 I don't even know if I like him, maybe I just like him because I just wanted to have a crush on someone. 

But he was there, across the room on his phone. 

You know, I got to play with that phone on his hand, I even saw his messages, he was using a chat app. It was the same app that I used. 

How I wish we could suddenly connect and chat. 

I try not to look at him that much, afraid that others may notice.

 I really do like him, ugh, confusing. I just want him to acknowledge me.

Honestly, whenever I fantasize of the two us dating? I feel unsettled, like it's not suppose to end that way.

You're making a wrong decision.

I just-- want to fall in love.