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so uh
well fuck
first of all, a well known fact
nobody likes me
second of all, a logical fact
i hate myself

i just cant fucking bare with myself

can you believe all of the people i thought understood me talked shit about me constantly ?

the only people i have ! the only fucking people i trusted ! the people i was there for ! the ones i thought loved me back ! but no. im not good enough ! i never was ! and apparently me trying to come out as pansexual is FUCKING ANNOYING TO THEM

IM SORRY I WANT TO LOVE MYSELF
IM SORRY THAT I COME OUT DIFFERENTLY THAN YOU
IM SORRY FOR NOTHING BITCHES
YOU PIENCE OF SHIT FUCKING FAKE SWINES
YOU BROKE ME AND NOW YOU THINK IT ISNT ENOUGH
YOU THINK EVERYTHING I SAY IS WRONG TO THE ENVIRONMENT
IM SORRY IM DEPRESSED AND TRIED TO REACH OUT TO YOU BUT YOU TOSSED MY FUCKING SUFFERING OVER YOUR SHOULDER BECAUSE SWEET LITTLE RAIN BESUANO DOESNT GET FUCKING SAD
SHES FAKING IT
SHE WANTS ATTENTION
SHES A FUCKING CUM WHORE
SHES A DUMBASS
SHES HOPELESS
SHES CLUELESS
SHES STUPID
SHES INTOLERABLE
SHE CANT CRY
I CANT FUCKING CRY

i really should just fucking kill myself