pick pick pick
b l o o d
RED!
get rid of the red get rid of the blood get rid of the red get rid of the blood get rid of the
IMPERFECTION ON MY SKIN!!!
i dont want this skin
please get this off of me
i will rip this off of me
pickpickpickpick
S C R A T C H
so gross
youre so gross
thats disgusting
we dont do that in public
i am manic i am not fine
i cannot stop
the more you talktalktalktalktalk about IT
S T O P
STOP!
stop please stop please dont
call attention to it
i am so disgusting please
S T O P !
tear
rip
pickpickpick
s q u e e z e
i cant take it off why wont it get off of me fuck please
GET OUT OF MY SKIN!
bleed
get the FUCK out of my skin
call me disgusting again
isithelping?
ARE YOU HELPING ME
a r e
y o u
h e l p i n g
i dont want to do this any more
so
g r o s s
but but
ITCHY
BUMPY
RED
PINK
WHITE
i disgust me too, don't you see?
i am manic i am not fine
i cannot stop
pickpickpick
why?
why wont it go away?
when will i be perfect again?
when will i be clean again?
did his touch make my skin like this?
am i the reason why?
my fault MY FAULT
I WAS ASKING FOR IT
pick pick pick
YOU ARE READING
angels
Poetryanother recollection of true events, my inner struggle with mental illness, and hope for a brighter future.
