So, Paulie's been thinking. Wouldn't it be nice if Angel liked him too? If Angel thought about Paulie constantly? If Angel dreamed about kissing thin lips and flat chests and he dreamed about Paulie's brown eyes?
Then Paulie thinks maybe he is... Maybe Angel is just too scared of all the possibilities they would have together. Too frightened of all the ridicule they would get—Paulie knows that's how he feels.
This is when Paulie started to really lie to himself.
Lana is just a shield so people don't think anything’s up with him. Angel doesn't love her; he can't love her. He likes Paulie. All the other girls were him hiding the fact that he was gay. All the times Angel fucked them at parties was just for a release. He really actually truly wanted to fuck Paulie.
Because Paulie is what he wants.
He wants it so badly to be true.
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Teen Fiction"But its ok because there were tons of empty seats and Paulie was lucky enough that he sat next to him." {completed}
