𝐀𝐃𝐃𝐈𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 / 𝐩𝐣𝐦 + 𝐦𝐲𝐠

HEARTBREAK

"Yoongi.." Hoseok sighs "You, have no idea how hard it is to tell someone about self-harm.." he trails off "It makes you nervous. That person will start treating you very differently. Jimin didn't want anything to change. He didn't feel comfortable. And Yoongi, you can't force him to show"

"So you're saying this is my fault!?" I snap

"No, no, no. Of course not. It isn't your fault. Jimin was very scared. He was bullied by Jackson all his life, he has trust issues. And self-harm is a very scary thing to deal with..."

My expression softens looking at Hoseok

"Hobi, have you...."

Hoseok sadly smiles at me, rolling his sleeves up, revealing red lines up and down both arms

"I have only ever told you and Jennie, me and her also got in a big fight about it. But we made up and I haven't done it since" Hoseok smiles "It takes time"

I sadly nod, taking more big gulps of Soju

"But let forget about Jimin tonight, drink until our die Yoongi"

I chuckle "Of course"

~Author~

The rest of the day, Yoongi didn't come back. He remained at Hoseoks. Doing whatever stupid shit came to his mind

But In all honesty, Yoongi just wanted to go home. He wants his dog, his bed, his friends, and his life back

Jimin, on the other hand, wished Yoongi never came, he didn't want to fall in love, and he most certainly didn't want to be heartbroken. But what Jimin said was true. Yoongi will be leaving soon and Jimin will be alone. So, it must be better to start now instead of later.....right?

But other than that, they 'hated' each other, they didn't want to talk, let alone sit with each other

But both of them knew, that deep down inside

They missed each other

And the amount of crying that they both did that day, will never fix it

~Jimin~

"What do you mean he just left," my mother said

"I was watching TV and he just walked out the door" I lied

"Just when I thought he was getting better" my mom muttered

"I'm sorry," I said

"It's fine, it wasn't your fault," my dad said

It was 11:00 and I would be lying if I said I wasn't at least a little worried about Yoongi

But right now, I really shouldn't care

Speck of the devil, Yoongi walks in our house, drunk off his ass

My parents glared at him, he was taking off his shoes and stumbling a little bit, giggling like a madman

"What in the gods' name were you thinking" my dad snapped

Yoongi turned to my dad, looking at him with big brown eyes, shrugging and started walking upstairs

"MIN YOONGI" my dad yelled

He stopped in his tracks and turned, looking straight at me, then back at my dad

"You have school tomorrow" my dad glared, gritting his teeth

"I know" he smirked

"Jimin, go upstairs," my dad said, not taking his eyes off Yoongi

I nodded, walking up the steps as I slide past Yoongi, him not moving an inch

When I closed the door, I saw Jihyun on my bed, he cringed as yelling started to go throughout the house

"What happened with you and Yoongi" Jihyun mumbled, playing with his fingers

"N-nothing" I answer, going to sit on my bed

"Jimin....is something wrong"

And just like that, I'm crying again, my brother pulling me into his embrace. Playing with my hair

"Shhhhh Jimin, It's going to be ok"

"I was such a dick to him" I mutter, crying softly into him

"Let's not talk about this tonight, ok?"

I nod, looking at him as he wiped my cheeks

"Do you need me to sleep in here tonight?"

I sadly nod, getting under my covers as he shuts off the lights

"It will all be better tomorrow" he whispered

~Author~

"What the heck were you thinking," Mr.Park said through gritted teeth

"I was thinking about a lot of things. Soju being one of them" in said while shrugging

"Not only do you have school tomorrow, but you're also only 18 years old," he said

"Nobody cares about that stupid little rule" I smirk

"Yoongi, you're on very thin ice right now" Mr.Park warned

"Why can't you just give it up already" I snap "Face it, you're never going to change me"

"Do not raise your voice at me Min Yoongi" he growls

"I do whatever the fuck I want"

"Watch what you say" he warns

"Or what?" I smirk

Mr.Park glares at me, his fist clenching

"Sleep in the guest room tonight. You are in no conditional be around my kids. You reek of alcohol"

I roll my eyes, turning and walking back up the stairs. Feeling both his eyes burning holes into my back

~Author~

Yoongi walks down the hall, slowing down once he walks by Jimins room, hearing soft crying

Hearing the whimpering and crying make Yoongis face turn red, mind going blank

He's so fucking selfish, Yoongi thinks. He has the nerve to slap me and then push me away. Acting like a fucking victim

Yoongis not sure what he's thinking right now, and he's pretty sure it's the alcohol talking, but he's going to hurt Jimin just the way Jimin hurt him

And that's all Yoongi cares about

Yep, definitely the alcohol talking

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Don't worry. I'm going to update tomorrow

I honestly feel so shitty right now, i don't update a lot anymore and i'm honestly so mad at myself. I feel as if i'm letting you guys down, but don't worry my people I will start updating more again, and ill try a lot harder. Im sorry