{ya'll prepare some tissue..*tried to prepare tissue..but is too broke to even buy tissue*}
chanyeol's pov
"hey ailee..i want to tell you something"
i said, she looked at me
"oww, sorry but i need to buy some food for grandma"
she said,
"i-i'll come with you"
i said, she shook her head and smiled
"no need, minghao is coming with me already"
she said, she then walked away...
where was i wrong?....
i.. loved you enough..
but why?
i can slowly see you fading from me...
...i dont want to but i have to..i have to..
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ailee's pov
"do you think chanyeol-oppa is a bit off?"
yerin asked, tanya nodded, i looked at then weirdly
"what do you mean?"
i asked, yerin rolled her eyes
"he seems...hurt?"
tanya said, and there..i knew what she meant...
and i cant help but feel guilty...
"i-i need to talk to him"
i stood up and went to find chanyeol, i saw him sitting on the bench outside..i sat beside him
"ch-chany-"
"ailee-ah.."
he turned to look at me, smiling bitterly
" the sky look beautiful tonight"
he muttered while looking up at the sky
"it reminds me of you "
he chuckled after saying that, i just looked at him
"and i knew one day.....i had to, i had to let you go"
he said as he looked at me, ilooked at him feeling guilt run through my veins
"w-what do you mean"
i asked, he chuckled bitterly
"you know that i love you right?.."
he trailed off, i just stared at him, tears forming on my eyes
"and that i would do anything to make you happy"
he looked at me and putted his hand on my cheek
"even if it means that i have to let you go"
he said as he caressed my cheeks, tears starting to fall from both of our eyes
"n-no y-you ..i'm so sorry!"
i said, he smiled
"its not your fault"
he said,
"i love it when your eyes sparkle when you look at him"
he said
"i thought that if i love you..it would be enough.."
he said
"but its not that easy"
he muttered, he removed his hand from my face
"and please, love him ok?"
he said, i looked at him, speechless...i was speechless
"i'll let you go"
he said, i felt sad and disappointed, i'm disappointed of myself..
"i-i'm sorry"
i said
"dont be"
he said, he then stood up and took his bag from the side of the bench
"...goodbye then"
he said, i looked down..i stood up and hugged him
"i-i...thank you"
he chuckled
"for what?"
he asked
"for everything....and i'm sorry..i..was a bad person..i...i'm so sorry"
i said between sobs, he caressed my hair and chuckled
"no your not...is just that...you were not for me"
he said while wiping my tears
"i'll go now, goodluck"
he said as he break the hug, he waved and started to walk away..
i wiped the tears away and went inside the house
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Living With 13 IDOLS.(seventeen ff.)
Fanfiction"From now on you're living with 13 boys"
