I met her for the first time
I never really noticed her
Her family look alike
She liked me and hoped I would too
She smiled so gorgeously the next time
That I laid eyes on her
That day she gain my love and I lost it
"It" as in my self control
She was so innocent and it frustrated me
Yet felt so overwhelmed
In time she made me a fool for her
Yes I was a proud player
But for the first time in a long time
I let my heart sway in ones comfort
Joy and pride filled me each time
We kissed,hugged, curdled...
I now know what love is
Love is her
Love is her innocent
Her being naïve
Her failure to hate nor hypocrisies
Her faith in life and God
Her ability to bend all my rules with ease
Love is her smile
the glitter in her eyes when she laughs
But love is never meant to be with me
That I know now
I messed up
Too selfish, I hurt love
She moved further and further
I lost that feeling of security
I rebuilt the wall she scrambled with ease
All coz I was too blind to see
That love comes on its own
And that love will love you from a far
Even though you want her tight close
To you that I LOVE
You that enlightened my darkness
You that I made cold
You that I let hurt
All coz I was too proud
You that made me love once more
Thank you
I am in love with you
That I won't deny
I want you by my side
To hell with my pride
I am known for ever wishing
Wanting things I can't have
Playing with hearts
Coz I was so protective not to get mine hurt
I never hurt any but my self
Now I know I want her
But do I really deserve her
Dear love
Where ever your heart lays
I hope its protected and comforted
I hope cold and shivery
Never taste your skin nor your soul
I hope your eyes are kept sparklish
and I confess
You are love to me
no matter wat the future holds
I exaggerate feelings
And that's always been my pain
never have I learnt to let go
so I stare at the skies each night
with a heavy heart and smile
knowing I was once blessed
Love
Thank you
