Insecure [rochan]

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"Rowoon."

Rowoon looked over to see Chanhee's mother sitting in the hallway. Rowoon looked at her with confusion. 

"What's wrong with Chanhee?" Rowoon asked. 

"He stopped breathing and was rushed into surgery," she said sadly. 

"What?" Rowoon asked as his heart stopped. 

"He'll be fine Rowoon, I promise," she said to him. 

"When did this happen?" Rowoon asked with furrowed eyebrows. 

"About an hour ago," she replied. 

"I wanna stay with him tonight," Rowoon said as he sat down."When he get's out of surgery I'll stay with him."

"Okay," she said, holding back tears. "Okay."

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Chanhee got out of surgery and was brought back to his room. The doctors said it with an organ that had been damaged in the collision, they had to replace it or he would have died. 

Rowoon was currently laying in bed with Chanhee who was lying there peacefully. 

It was already late, it was two in the morning but Rowoon couldn't sleep. He couldn't sleep with this terrible feeling inside him. Knowing Chanhee almost died hurt him so much, he just wished everything could go back to normal. 

"Chani, I wish you were awake right now," Rowoon said. "So I could give you tons of kisses. You'd hate that though."

Rowoon looked at Chanhee's beautiful face, the moon illuminating the room. 

"Youngkyun is worried about you, so is Taeyang. They'd come to visit but they're both really busy," Rowoon told the boy. "Youngbin said he can't wait for you to wake up, he misses you, we all miss you." 

Rowoon let out a sigh as he looked up at the ceiling.

"You know I've spent a lot of time in hospitals. I kind of hate them. When I was little I broke my arm, twice. My brother got really sick one time and had to spend a night in a hospital. His appendix also burst once so he had to spend time in the hospital. My grandfather got sick and died in a hospital. My mother got sick and spent lots of time in the hospital. And now you," he said with a headshake. 

Rowoon closed his eyes as a tear fell down his cheek. 

"It's going to be fine but I can't help but still feel sad about it, I know I've been doing better but after today, I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm messy without you," Rowoon said simply. 

The beeping of the heart monitor was the only response Rowoon was getting. It hurt him so much. 

"Waiting is so hard. I've been waiting on you for so long, I don't know how long I can handle it."

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Rowoon groaned a bit as he slowly opened his eyes. He looked to see a boy staring at him, but not just any boy, it was Chanhee. 

Rowoon sat up quickly, startling the boy a bit.

"Ch-Ch-Chani?" Rowoon questioned not believing his eyes. 

"Don't call me Chani, that's not my name," Chanhee said with furrowed eyebrows, he looked very confused. 

"Oh my god I've missed you," Rowoon said with a sad smile as he pulled Chanhee in for a hug, but the boy just pushed him away. 

"What are you doing?" Chanhee asked. 

Rowoon just looked at him with confusion. 

"What do you mean, I'm hugging you, I've missed you so much you've been in a coma for five days," Rowoon explained. 

"Five days?" Chanhee asked with surprise. 

"Yeah," Rowoon responded with a head nod. 

Chanhee looked down and let the news wash over him. 

"Do you remember what happened?" Rowoon asked. 

"No," Chanhee said with furrowed eyebrows. "Come to think of it, who are you?"

Rowoon's heart stopped. 

*Sorry it was short and also please don't stop reading even though have y'all knew this was going to happen I still wanted to do it. I hope you like it and if not I'm sorry, also sorry it was short, and sorry I apologize too much, I'll stop. Also, Q and A is still a thing if you're interested, dm me, comment, do whatever.*

-katz