Life is ruff

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Y/N POV

Come here daisy! I exclaimed at the lab I know so well after we get home. She jumps on my legs and I sit down. It feels so weird to be back in the house a grew up in after living with the team ten crew for so long. After the way I'd left I never thought I'd come back but my mom texted me she said it was about daisy...

So apparently she has to come with us to the team ten house and Jake already agreed so she got to come. Tristan drove me back home. Daisy is old we got her when I was 10 so she's ten right now. She got me through some of the hardest times of my life. And I'm more than ecstatic to bring her with us. As soon as we get home she runs with me to the couch. Her fur still feels like a cloud. I missed her. She stays in my lap and when chance walks in he sees her. She leans in to me as he slowly sits down.

C- what's her name?

Y- Daisy

C- awe Jake warned me about getting a dog

Y- we'll this is her she's really old and my parents  couldn't care for her so she's with us now. 

C- how old is she

Y- 10 years

C- dangggggg

Y-yeahhh

C- can I let her 

Y- sure

He slowly strokes behind her ears and she lays her head down is his lap laying across the two of us as if we're the couch. I laugh. I remember all the times that she was the only thing I could talk to. My eyes burn as I remember the disappointment of not making the team in middle school and the way she licked my hand till I stopped crying or the time my best friend went behind my back and told everyone a ton of secrets. I drop my head on the couch as I remember all the times good and bad. I rub the half heart on her collar. Hers says I heart my owner mine says I heart my dog. I never take it off. My phone buzzes knocking me out of my trance I grab it and check the text it's from Alex. He said something about my cooking. I told him I'd help him make cake pops if he helps me find a good macaroon recipe. I roll my eyes and respond. I turn off my phone and stare at daisy for a while. God being around her makes me so emotional I know I'm crying and chance wipes the tears off my face and holds my hand I can't imagine life without her. 

Chances POV 

She's crying. I knew this dog meant a lot to her. She always kept a picture of her and it as her lock screen. Daisy snores softly and Yn falls asleep curled up with her face in Daisy's fur. You can see the age in Daisy's face but ya practically lights up when she sees daisy. It's kinda cute but well yeah.

YNs POV 

Days continue like this everyday daisy and I spend as much time as we can together. The guys are always doing something crazy and I'm usually editing or filming but whenever she can be she's there. 

One day faster the squad and I go out to dinner a couple months after we got her we get home and she doesn't come to see us. I'm a little worried but I guess she's just a asleep. Alex sees the look cross my face and says he'll look for her. I hug him and walk through the house with his arm tight around my shoulders. I try to tell myself it's ok but something tells me something bad has happened. When we walk into the living room we see her on the couch. I say her name ,y voice horse but she doesn't move. I run over to her. She doesn't look like she's breathing the rise and fall of her chest are gone. I cover my mouth as I look at her lifeless body. Alex just stares I drop to my knees and  hug her but it's just not the same. I feel a hand rubbing my shoulder I look up at Alex and he just squeezes my shoulder tighter. I look up and the rest of the team are standing there looking Erica and Tessa are holding each other. Daisy became as much of a part of the family I was. Chance and Anthony are just standing there motionless chances eyes are watering. Jake has his hand on Tristan's shoulder. Nick is just staring and Emilio and Ivan both have their eyes downcast. Finally I break. I can't look at daisy anymore it hurts too much. I stand up and go up to my room. I lock the door then into the bathroom and lock the door. I stare at myself in the member. I know it sounds petty but she was my best friend growing up. My sister. My confident. I collapse and finally let myself cry. I click on the recording my bible teacher made me make a couple years ago of me singing high hopes by panic at the disco. It always calmed daisy and it sounds so different from the way I do now that I just forget that it's me singing. I close my eyes and think. I hear them talking pleading for me to come out knocking. I know Jake has a key for the door to my room so it won't be long before they get in. I just block it out for now. I don't know how long I sit there till I drift off to sleep...

I wake up the next morning with a crick in my neck and I almost forget but I don't. I stand up and I smell them cooking downstairs but I'm not really hungry. I creep out of the bathroom and I see that they set a bunch of comfort items but I just go straight to my closet. I throw on a pair of leggings and my fave hoodie. I sneak down and out the door I always run when I'm upset so I start. I just run. I run until I've cleared my head and then some. I'm crying as the wind slaps me cheeks. It's dark so I know it's gonna rain but I don't care. I just keep going. The rain starts slow but quickly gets much worse.i slow to walk and start back to the house just walking. I let the rain slide down my face hiding the tears. I finally get back. I heard the guys yelling in the back so I slip in the front. The house is empty just like when I left this morning. I look at the kitchen but I'm still not really that hungry. I go back to my room and lock the door. I grab my old jersey from when I played travel volleyball. I slip it on over my head and throw on some comfy shorts. I still don't feel like hanging with everyone. I grab my phone and sit down in my corner and pull a blanket over my lap. I see endless texts from Tessa. She wants to take me shopping to help me feel better but I can't bring myself to respond. I hear a knock on the side of door I look up to see Alex looking in and chance on the other side I roll my eyes and keep scrolling through my notifications. Then the two of them plop down on either side of me Alex sets a plate of cookies at my feet and chance pulls me into his chest I relax against him. Alex rubs my back and my eyes burn again threatening tears. Chance gives me a friendly kiss on the top of the head and I go back to leaning against the wall they both keep their arms  tight around me. We just sit there in calm silence. The cookies smell great but I don't really feel like eating empty calories. Alex is humming. It take all of two seconds to recognize the tune. I start to sing along...


To be continued....

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