Your love | nba Ben

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Trinity jetz•

"Come on, try again" kentrell said .

"Don't don't come up in my dm, asking me no questions- i ughhh shit"

"Come out" he said .

I stepped out the studio "idk what's wrong with me , the words usually just flow to my head" I said.

"Here" He said handing me his lit blunt.

"It's gone relax you" He said

I took the blunt and inhaled it , I remember when I used to smoke every single day, but had to stop when I got pregnant wit Zion.

I took 2 more hits then gave it back to kentrell .

I soon felt like I was floating , I missed this feeling.

"Go back in dere now" he said .

I walked in the booth and the music started , I giggled before rapping but the words started flowing to my head like normal.

Bitch don't come up in my DM, asking me no questions
I don't know your baby daddy, pussy ho, no we not fuckin'
Give two fucks about your family, don't come at me as a woman
See I'm real disrespectful, I'ma laugh 'cause bitch you funny
You know that he be sliding so that stupid bitch you wylin'
Don't ask me for no favors, cut him off when I get tired
You be blowing up his phone when he be tryna give me dome
Can't blame him for your problems, can't fuck up no happy home
He fucking with you for the baby bitch, that ain't really my business
Gave away my watches, ain't got time to catch no feelings
Got to play shit how it go, and I can tell you kind of slow
Bitch I ain't tryna take your spot, won't catch me beefin' 'bout no ho
Don't care 'bout no pillow talking or none of your stupid friends
But I thought you bitches knew, can't keep no nigga with no kid
Let me guess, you heard about me, can tell you what they said
I'm just gon' have several seats on your baby daddy's head
See I thought that shit was funny, maybe that shit was rude
But bitch you all up in my DM like you got some shit to prove
Moral of the story I don't owe nobody shit
So don't come up in my DM asking 'bout your bitch
Go ask your baby daddy, tell your friend that he denied me
And go cry yourself to sleep 'cause stupid bitch you know he lying
It go down in the DM
That breaking news if they see them
But naw, I can't do no talking
Cause niggas snitching way too often"

( The rest of the song in the m.m)

I hopped out the studio and kentrell clapped hands with me before replaying the song so we could tweak it.

- lata that day.

"It's coo but ion like it all like that" I said looking at this condo Me , Jaydah and Semaj were thinking bout renting out since bitches was homeless because of what happened

"Let's go see the other one then"Semaj said .

We got in the car driving to the other spot.

The realtor lady opened the door for us and I loved it at first sight.

"Ooo look at this island" I said. Hoping on it.

"Go check out the rooms" she said. We ran thru the condo and I found the master room first, they both walked in after me.

They argued over which one of them was getting the room.

"I can't get this room, it gotta balcony and im not taking no chances with Zion" I was walking to find a different room as they argued.

"We gone take this house" I told the lady "Okay when u done looking around just come sign some papers and it's yours.

After signing papers Jaydah pulled a large ass bottle of Hennessy out her bag holding it up .

"Time the bring the house in" she said drinking out the bottle then handing it over to me.

- next day

I woke up with the strongest headache, bitches got high and drunk in one day

I got dressed in some white pants and a grey crop top with my grey and white Jordan 12's to go see ben today.

I took deep breaths as I got patted down.

I hit the police officer hand as she tapped too close to my ass "watch them hands sus" I said .

She rolled her eyes and let me go thru.

I walked in a room where a few inmates were sitting at tables with they visitors and I walked over to bens table.

He stood up and pecked my lips before sitting down "no touching" the gaurd said.

Ben pointed the middle finger at him and rolled his eyes.

"So when u getting out?" I asked. "Mane they tryna give me 5 months" he said causing my heart to drop again.

"But Zion birthday In 2 months, how they gone give u all that time for just pushing"

"Violation of probation. And I know but it ain't shit I can do now,, what happened with boomer?" He asked.

"Kentrell been having me in the studio hella" I said changing the subject, and he already knew Zion was with my dad.

"Okay u ain't answer my question tho"

"I got 3 mix tapes out already, ya girl gone be famous by time you get out-"

"Trinity, what. Happened. With. Boomer" he asked.

I sighed "h-he didn't make it" I said .

"Mane stop playing wimme , Foreal wha happened" he said trying not to believe me .

"I'm not playing , ben" I said.

I looked at me, Then sighed and shook his head. "No, not my brother bruh" he said tears flowed down his face breaking my heart.

"Times up" a gaurd said the snatched ben up. I wiped my eyes then stood up.