Forever and Ever || A Lauren Cimorelli Fan-Fiction | Book 1

Chapter 23

"I-I-I don't know what to say." My mother let out.

"Please go to your room, and stay there." My father said numbly.

"I will, and I wouldn't have a reason to come out." I said and they were even more shocked. I turned around and left.

*Later that day*

I was woken up by loud shouting and I recognized it was my parents.

"Grace, can't you see we're breaking him inside?!" My father yelled.

"It's all because of those stupid girls! They're not letting him think straight, he's not like that!" My mom shouted back.

"Oh, please, I've noticed his love for arts for some time now, even before all this happened! But I guess I was too blinded by this vision we had of him I couldn't really tell he wanted that!"

"Do you want our son to be a failure? Huh? Working as a musician, an actor, a director or whatever will take him nowhere! He needs to be a successful lawyer, accountant, doctor; you know REAL careers!"

"No, Grace, that's what you want him to be! My son will be successful at anything he does, and nothing's gonna stop him from being who he is!"

"You know, actually there is something that's gonna stop him, and that's me! And you'd better start thinking a bit like me!"

I turned my head and saw Andy looking at me, worry and pain all over his face.

"It'll be okay, Andy, don't worry." I reassured him.

"C-can I go with you?" He asked from his top bed and I nodded.

He climbed down and came to my bed, laying next to me. I patted his head and whispered to him.

"It will be okay..." I told him until he fell asleep and then I did too.

*End Of Flashback*

Still, that argument hadn't changed anything yet. I started getting ready for school and then went down for breakfast. My parents were sitting one in each corner, far from each other, without exchanging a word. My mom looked firm and steady but my father looked tired.

"Ky, Andrew, I can't take you to school today for some, um, personal reasons so you'll take the bus." My mom told us, and I was glad: I didn't want to go with her.

I finished eating quickly, brushed my teeth and called Andy so we would go. I opened the door and he came right behind me. I turned and closed it and headed to the bus stop. Once we were there, I texted Lauren to come see me, even if it was for a second and even if it was too early. I put my phone in my pocket, turned around and faced my little brother.

"Andrew, I need you to be strong." I started. "I know this situation hurts you, but mom and dad will be okay. This is not because of you, at most, it's my fault. But you've got to remain your peace. Breathe how I taught you and calm down." I finished and he nodded. I'd taught him how to manage these situations, since our parents' fights had been increasing in the past year.

Then, on the corner of my eye, I saw Lily, with a sad expression and tears in her eyes. She came up to us. Wow, she would actually talk to me.

"Ky, can we talk, alone?" She asked and I nodded. I told Andy to stay there and sat down on the bench by her.

"So, what do you wanna talk about, now that you're finally talking to me?" I asked and I guess I felt bad because I made her feel guilty.

"I-I-I've been avoiding you for a reason..." She started. "I know you've had problems with trusting Nate since that Shay thing and I don't want to be the reason for you two to stop being friends." She said and sighed. "N-Nate cheated on me with some random girl and broke up with me." She told me and started crying. I was so mad, I could punch someone. Nate was getting some, no one hurts my best friend. "And-and I didn't want to tell you for another reason." I gave her a confused look. "After we broke up, I started realizing, I really like you, but you're with Lauren and I couldn't bring myself to telling you." She finished.

"I... Um... Lily this is.... Too much to process... First of all, let me tell you I'll take care of that stupid jerk. And second, I don't really know what to say." I told her. She cried even more. I put my hand on her cheek and rubbed it. "It's okay..." Then all of a sudden, bam, she had her lips on me.

It felt so weird and I wanted to pull away, but something didn't let me do it. I don't know... Guilt? Worry? The need to comfort her? I opened my eyes and looked behind her. Guess what?

Lauren stood there, with her face in shock and tears forming in her eyes. I shoved Lily away a bit too strongly and stood up.

"Lauren, i-it's not what you think!" I told her but she turned around and started running and I chased her.

We ran for a good two blocks when I reached her and grabbed her wrist.

"Let me go!" She yelled at me.

"Let me explain!" I yelled.

"Explain what? That you're a disgusting pig with no feelings? I know that by now." She said and got free from my hands. She turned and ran.

I stood there, watching her go, letting her go. I had just made the worst mistake in my whole life, and couldn't regret it more. Nothing could cheer me up right now. I had just lost the girl of my dreams. My happiness had just been completely taken away from me. And there was no way I could get it back. I started feeling sick and told Andy to get on the bus and I would go back home.

As I got in, I turned and saw Lily crying. I went upstairs to my parents' room to tell them I was feeling sick. I reached my room and saw Jus sleeping in his crib and I heard drawers opening and closing from my parents' room. I walked in and saw my mom getting all her stuff inside a suitcase. She suddenly froze and looked up to me.

"What are you doing here?" She asked.

"I'm feeling really sick, but what are you doing?" I interrogated her. She looked guilty. Then my father came and stood behind me. He asked exactly the same.

"Ky, come, we're leaving." She said and tried to take me by my arm but I stood still, close to my father.

"No, I'm staying with dad." I told her.

"Ky, you're coming with me." She repeated.

"No." I said.

"Fine, suit yourself, I'm taking Justin and Andrew." She tried to walk out the door but we were blocking it.

"You think you can take my two sons?" My father asked.

"They're also my children."

"This is our house and legal residence and until you find one for yourself, they're staying here."

"You know what? Go to hell, both of you. I will take this to court." She said and started leaving, now with us letting her. "Oh and if it's not clear, I want the divorce." She told my dad, went down the stairs and started to open the door.

I began feeling dizzier than ever. I felt as if I was gonna collapse any moment soon. Then everything went dark.

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