memoires

might as well have my lips stiched together

can't speak my mind
so what's the point in having lips.
can't show my love in proper ways
so what's the point of having a heart.
can't touch those who i want
so what's the point in having hands.
can't go where i want to go
so whats the point in having legs.
can't even control my thoughts
so what's the point in having a brain.

can't afford to disappoint again
so what's the point in being here?

-auror, 2018-05-25