Prey (hiatus)

Naege Malhae

Just warning again incase it didn't save in the description:

WARNING: Be open to ALL SHIPS & reversibles! BOYS LOVE. Obv. Mostly centered around Yoongi & Jimin, & Jungkook & Hoseok but there will also be other connected ships. As you know you have to be an open minded person to read my fics lol. Ships everywhere. Anyway other warnings include: Triggers (ex: self harm/noncon), Controversial Topics, Scifi Stuff obv, Violence, Gore, Explicit Language, Drugs, Stupid Stuff, Lemons and Sexy Themes, and animal sexual stuff cuz jimin's a snake too so be warned—?? HOWEVER, this isn't mainly a romantic/smut fanfic, so if you came here for that SORRY! It's more of a science-y ..kinda action-y.. fanfic?? ...Dont like dont read! —theres a word for it but I have no idea what it's called!! ALSO character may be depicted as bad characters.

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Being clingy is only cute when you're a kid. When you grow up, it's just seen as weak and makes you look irresponsible.

"Hyung. Did I do something wrong? Talk to me." Jungkook asked, static lightly clouding his voice. But Yoongi heard him clearly.

Heavily the newly blonde Yoongi sighed. He wanted to be the first to do it.

He knew he was getting too attached to Jungkook. He knew he was depending on him too much to be happy. And he wasn't going to go through that again, so it was easier to cut him off while it wasn't too bad yet.

Too many times he had let his selfishness get the best of him—the constant calls to his past exes, the amount of times he wanted to be around them every second of every day. So much so that the other person started to internally hate him for it.

Nowadays he knew he was better at it. Way better than he was in high school, but still he didn't want to risk it with Jungkook.

The last relationship with his most recent ex had ended horribly. Too horribly. No matter how many times he thought he had gotten better. He made sure he only called during breaks. Even only saw his ex on the weekends. He gave them time alone and even spent as much money as he could afford. Yet somehow he was still the selfish one. He had no idea what he had done wrong, but it killed him.

It wasn't that he thought Jungkook was selfish enough to take money from him. Actually he rarely asked for money. But maybe he was afraid to lose him—even just as a friend. Scared that one day maybe Jungkook would be the one to end their friendship.

He hated being the last to know.

Jungkook.. he was starting to need him too much. Last week even, it got worse. It was the first time they had sex—and god he wished it was horrible. Maybe that would've made it easier. After they did it, he just couldn't help but ask Jungkook to stay over.

"Jungkook, I just need time to myself. That's all." Yoongi muttered as he sat on his apartment sofa, a bottle of beer in his hand. "I don't think I can handle people right now."

"Yoongi.. I already know you get like this.. but cutting me off completely? We should talk this out.. just tell me if I did something wrong and I'll fix it, hyung."

For Yoongi it was extremely hard to do this. Jungkook was undeniably and infinitely too adorably innocent for his own good. "Jungkook, I promise it's not your fault. It's just me—"

"Are you really going to pull that card on me? Yoongi. Please, I like being your friend. Just because we slept together doesn't mean we have to if you—wait! Yoongi, is it because we had sex?! Is that why?"

Yoongi chugged his beer until only a little was left, "No, it's not that. It's not that at all."

"Yoongi.. we've been friends for a while. The only different thing is that. I don't know what else to—"