Where My Demons Hide

That's High School For You

(DISCLAIMER: THIS STORY IS BASED OFF OF A SIMILAR SITUATION IN REAL LIFE).

"You know nobody likes you, right? I mean, you're practically a nobody. Well, not just practically." Rose snarled as a smirk plastered across her face. Humiliation spread across my body as her friend's laughter echoed into my ears.
After standing there doing nothing like a complete idiot, I hurried along to my locker to grab my books and my denim bag that matched my also denim outfit.
I ran across the lockers and out the exit towards my bus before anyone could embaress me any further.
"Ohh Lori!" I heard Sabrina holler. I chose to ignore it and to avoid her at all costs. I barely made it on my bus before she caught up to me. I didn't need anymore of whatever "that" was from earlier at the moment... or ever again.
I threw my bag against my seat a little more aggresivly than necessary as I sat down. I plugged my earbuds into my ears as I began to play
"Monsters by Boondox".

Monster, how should I feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the window
Monster, how should I feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the window
I'm not afraid of the dark
But I'm afraid of my heart
And I'm afraid that everything is gonna fall apart
Always afraid that things will never get better
I went from writing down rhymes
To typing suicide letters
Diagnosed with paranoia
You can check my prescription
I'm a manic depressive
One of my many conditions
I'm not a prophet though I say it
But I'm seeing a vision
My life, it was beyond it
On a one-way collision
If ignorance is bliss
Then I'm devoid of any sorrows
Cause I don't wanna know the outcome
Of today or tomorrow
I just wanna hide inside my own private Hell
How can I ever get to Heaven
When so many angels fell
I'm just a human being
I'm just only being human
With eternity and judgement
From another always looming
It's a wonder that I made it
With these voices in my head
With all these monsters at my window
Staring at me in my bed

After finishing this song my eyes were fully red and puffy. I had been, very obviously, crying. Streams of water were flowing down my face. I didn't understand why everyone had this constant hatred towards me and I needed it to stop. I needed it all to just stop.

Thank you so much for reading! I hope you've enjoyed the story so far! I'm very sorry if I make any grammar, vocabulary, or spelling mistakes at all! Please continue reading when I update! I will be updating whenever I get the chances. I'm really excited for this series. ALSO, sorry this chapter is so short! It's basically just a pilot I suppose. It's also 1:15 am so yeah. :)