Why?

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You say you'll always be there for me
But you weren't there when I fell
You said you will never leave me be
But now I'm living in a hot pit of hell

You told me that we would always be together
But now I'm all alone, curled up in a ball, crying
You told me that we would be together forever
But I'm trapped within my cage, cutting and dying

Where did all of those promises go?
Why did you just leave me alone and behind?
Your reasons for why I must know
So I won't go completely crazy and lose my mind

In your eyes will I always now be forgotten
Or will you come back and save me from becoming rotten?
You broke my heart into a million pieces
Just tell me, just give me, all of your reasons
To why you had to smash my soul and say goodbye

I don't want to be alone anymore
I am now in so much fear
Why can't you come back to me, my dear?
I wish things would go back to how they were before
When depression wasn't knocking at my door

I despise you with every inch of my bones
I would still love you if you didn't leave me all alone
Why did you have to hit me with your stones?
I wish things would go back to how they were before
When suicide wasn't banging at my door

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