The Curtis Girl (An Outsiders FanFic)

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I'm Natallia Curtis. I have 3 brothers. Darrell who we call Darry. He's about 21. He gave up his big dream of being a football player to take care of me and my brothers after our parents died in an auto accident. Then theres my twin brother Sodapop. We call him pepsi-cola for some odd reason. He's so happy and is just drunk off life compared to me where half the time im acctually drunk. Then there is my little brother Ponyboy. He's 14 and does nothing but read books and watch movies. He's like my bestfriend when my actual bestfriend Two-bit isn't around. Two-bit's real name is Keith but if anyone calls him that he's ready to kill that person. I swear the first time i met him when i was11 i called him keith when I got mad at him for taking something from me and I really thought he was gona slap me into the next oblivian. Then the others guys in the gang are Dally who is the one that gets arrested all the time. And Johnny who we call Johnnycake.His parents abuse him alot and its just sad because im good friends with johnny and it makesme cry. Then there is Steve. He's Soda's bestfriend. I call him Stevie.He doesn't know it and neither does Soda but i like Steve alot more than a friend and Inever knew how to tell him.Now everyone in the gang calls me Nat. i'm 16 and I'm always partying. I drink alot and I love drag racing and sneeking out when darry's not looking. I never let people step in my way.I try to be tough but I do have a sensitive side. I can never tell Dally or Darry or even Two-bit how I really feel. I lay on the couch which is my bed and I just cry because I have no idea what to do. I'm a hot mess but I could never let anyone in the gang know.