A Mental Mind

Chapter 1-Hàvoc

I woke up to blurry vision and a jumble of voices overlapping each other as my vision focused I saw doctors and shades of red over my clothing and a throbbing pain in my abdomen like someone was ripping my flesh apart and shredding my cartilage. I started fading in and out and the last thing I saw was a figure staring down at me. My eyes opened as a scream of agony bursted out and I felt warmth on my hand as I looked forward and saw what I had done as I drove the knife deeper into the man and the more warm blood ran onto my hand, Suddenly everything started Harding into rock and darkness as I faded out again this time I awoke to pain in my jaw as I looked forward and saw a another figure and felt his fist go into my ribs and the wind knocked out of me. Footsteps trailed away I fell back into a deep sleep. I felt water rushing around my body and my whole body being engulfed by it and the last thing I saw was arms pulling me up.
Finally I woke into what I thought was reality and I heard the familiar sound of music from my earbuds. My palms were sweaty and my forehead was beaded with sweat. Thinking carefully I started laughing maniacally at my situation and I quickly drifted back into my thoughts this time I felt extreme heat such as my body was on fire I started flashing rapidly through memories and I came to reality I. Can. Never. Leave. My. Thoughts.
I felt a comforting sense of my next memory as I awoke to the crackling of a fire and all I could do was use my vision and I saw the light from the fire in the next room.I heard a voice of a family and laughter which brought a small smile to my usually grim face. I blacked out again.