Random Writings

Different

Why can't I be good enough?

I'm not pretty and I don't know why I can't be.

Why do I have to be different?

I look weird.

Why do I hate myself?

I sound dumb and should not talk.

Why can't I belong?

I'm not normal but I want to be.

Why do I stick out?

I'm so odd to everyone.

Why don't they pay attention?

No one pays attention to me let alone remember my name.

What's with all the people staring?

I guess I did something i shouldn't, like existing.

Why can't I be normal?

I talk funny.

Why are they talking about me?

I know I heard my name.

Why am I being asocial?

I just can't make friends.

Why do I have to present too the class?

I stutter and can't be understood.

Why can't I be like everyone else?

Just for a day.

Why am I bad at everything I try?

I can't be good at anything I do.

Why can't I be loved?

Maybe by someone other than those who have to love me.