what if he was not ready yet for commitment , what if he doesn't want kids .. yet !!  what if he hate me !! i don't know at that time i was lost and drown in sea of my raging hormones .

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we were sitting together as usual having our dinner , the house was empty as all the stuff were given a day off by Mr nice right here , so it was only the three of us !

" soo how was work today ? " i asked and he gave me that sceptical look that says ' are you out of your mind' 

" it was a joke !! come on!!"and  i laughed " i just wanted to make small talk , like all the couples do" he put his fork down and straightened his poster and cleared his throat

" actually there was something i wanted to tell you y/n" oh crap he know , he freaking found out about it

" i think .... i think i am in love with my assistante " and he broke laughing his ass off , and i felt my heart at the floor , for a second there i was so sure he was gonna break it all to me ,

" ohh baby that was funny " no ! it wasn't stupid head you almost killed me with heart attack 

" i am so in love with her that i hurt sometimes "  

" yeah but you never propose asshole" i said under my breath

" sorry what was that baby  " 

"ohh nothing i said i love you more " idiot !! ughh i wanna kill him please can i !!! i know he is the father of my still unborn child but he is getting under my skin a lot these days 

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we were just hanging out in bed watching jurassic park , you know that Chris Part is so damn hot that i was so much fangirling without realising it , and Donghae started giving me the look until my phone buzzed 

" good evening Miss y/n ,i am PARK and i just wanted to inform you that you have a meeting with Mrs Lee tomorrow at 11 am , i will pick you from your office at 10.30 am , have nice evening Ma'am" 

" its a message from your grandma's PA , he told me i have a meeting with her tomorrow at 11" 

" what !! why ?" he asked 

" i don't know , maybe she just want to talk about Mina " 

" i don't know i don't feel good about this !! i will come with you" 

" come on don't be silly , she want to talk to me , don't worry i'll handle it " but all i was concerning me at that moment was is abnocsualy loud prfume , i feel like i have gag reflex every 5 minutes 

" bab did you shower ? "

he raised his both hands " what is this weird question!" 

" i a sorry i know  but you're wearing too much perfume "

" what ! no i didn't " and he rolled his eyes at me " anyways i am going to sleep this movie is boring anyway and you are acting all weird " ugh men i am telling you !

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the lady was in front of me , with her perfectly styled hair , her overwhelming chic outfit , and here i am 24 years old and i looks like a potato , she can't be my grandmother i have nothing from her of from  the way she carries herself , she is so elegant and  graceful that there is no way we are blood related .

"so my dear how have you been?"

" great , thank you Ma'am , how have you been ?" oops i sound nervous !! i am nervous 

" well you know how old women are , i always say that this will be my last day on this earth , and yet  i rise again the next morning which believe me i wish i didn't most of the days" and she chuckled lightly , ohh she seems sweet now  , why the sudden changes in the atmosphere when she smiled !! humm weird 

" no don't say that , we still need you , Donghae still need you" and she just smiled 

" and how is things between you two , is he driving you crazy yet ? " see she get it , yes he is !!

" oh no ! not at all" 

" i wish you two rush thing a bit and announce your engagement" and i choked on my tea , did she just brought that to the conversation !! well hello !! that's what i have been waiting for him to do ,  but you know that foolish grandson of your who has zero intelligence's DNA from you didn't propose , not even hint it , nothing !

" i don't know we haven't discussed it yet and .. and i think Donghae is not ready yet for it " and i swoled the rest of my despair with tea , i am absurdly grateful to that tea .

" i am sure he is honey , and i will be more then happy when you two get together and i cant wait to see my little grandchildren running all over the place " ok this is fishy !! i am sure and by all the thing that i know about iron lady here in front of me i am sure she is on to something. so i just smiled and nodded my head .

from that point on i was more sure about telling Donghae the big new as the care move to the office my convection level kept growing , that i was determined that i was going to tell him that night . ok i will do it tonight , i am going to tell the love of my life that he is going to be a father .oh lord have some mercy on me i feel my heart gonna ripe out of his cage 

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will he be happy ? will he gonna be excited as much as i am about this love present that we both made ,with this little creature that is growing in my belly as days go ?

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i am back tuutututuroo i back tututututuroooooo

i missed you SO freaking much 

DONGHAE is rocking that boyfriend/DADDY look these days and he is killing me 

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