Lastly, we have Carmen Ripley. Her problems are much more than her boys'. Let us start with most obvious, her father. Though it's hard for Carmen, she becomes a nurse for the war all while her dad is dying of cancer. Of course when her father does pass she's told in a note. But in that same note, she is given news that begins all of her problems at once. And in the end, it's a needle that 'saves' her.





















 And in the end, it's a needle that 'saves' her

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❝YOU JUST DON'T KNOW HOW IT FEELS,❞











(PLAYLIST!)

PACIFIER BY CATFISH AND THE BOTTLEMEN
❝but babe you know i've tried and failed, but you just don't know how it feels to lose something you never had and never will.❞

CARMEN BY LANA DEL REY
❝the boys, the girls, they all like carmen. she gives them butterflies, bats her cartoon eyes. she laughs like god, her minds like a diamond.❞

I'VE GOT A FEELING I'M FALLING BY ELLA FITZGERALD
❝now i'm flyin' high, but i've got a feelin' i'm fallin', fallin' for nobody else but you.❞

LAUGHING ON THE OUTSIDE BY BERNADETTE CARROLL
❝i'm laughing on the outside, crying on the inside 'cause i'm so in love with you.❞

SICK OF LOSING SOULMATES BY DODIE
❝'cause i'm sick of losing soulmates, so where do we begin? i can finally see you're as fucked up as me, so how do we win?❞

FRIENDS BY ED SHEERAN
❝we're not friends, we could be anything if we tried. to keep those secrets safe, no one will find out. if it all went wrong, they'll never know what we've been through, so i could take the back road. but your eyes will lead me straight back home. and if you know me, like i know you, you should love me.❞

ALWAYS BY PANIC! AT THE DISCO
❝it was always you falling for me, now there's always times, calling for me. i'm the light blinking at the end of the road, blink back to let me know.❞

ROSE COLORED BOY BY PARAMORE
❝hearts are breaking and wars are raging on, and i have taken my glasses off. you got me nervous, and you're turning it into a joke. i'm a half-empty girl, don't make me laugh, i'll choke.❞

SUPERFICIAL LOVE BY RUTH B
❝this superficial love thing got me goin' crazy, baby if you want me then you better need me. 'cause i'm so done not bein' your number one. and if you wanna keep me, then you better treat me like a damn princess, make that and empress.❞

PROBLEM BY NATALIA KILLS
❝i'm your dream girl, this is real love, but you know what they say about me, that girl is a problem, that girl is a problem, girl is a problem, girl is a problem, problem. baby, you're so bad, bot, drive me mad, boy. but you don't care what they say about me, that girl is a problem.❞

THE LOVE CLUB BY LORDE
❝there are fights for being my best friend, and the girls get their claws out. there's something about hanging out with the wicked kids.❞

UNO BY REX ORANGE COUNTY
❝if there's such a thing as life after death, such a thing called heaven. and every now and then i think about the fact that i'd become a legend if i died at twenty-seven.❞

WEAK WHEN UR AROUND BY BLACKBEAR
❝i'm taking you with me, 'cause if i don't got you then i don't got nobody.❞

PRETTY GIRL BY CLAIRO
❝i could be a pretty girl shut up when you want me to and i could be a pretty girl, won't ever make you blue. and i could be a pretty girl, i'll lose myself in you.❞

SAVING GRACE BY GRACE CARTER
❝you told me not to hold hands with the devil, you warned me i would lose my faith. i never thought i'd leave my heaven, but now i know you're my saving grace. all we've been through is giving us truth, and now i can never be without you.❞












(DISCLAIMER!)

Hi if you don't know me I'm Melanie, I'm 15 and in this house, we stan one (1) mans who didn't deserve to be brainwashed by hydra! And I am here to tell you, I do not own Captain America The First Avenger or any part of Marvel. All plots, characters, and lines in the movie or book do not belong to me in any way. All credit goes to the Writers, Directors, etc. I do however own Carmen Ripley and all her lines, along with any lines that are not in any of the movie.

edited: but if you see any mistakes please let me know so I can fix them!

p.s. if you don't read prologues usually, you probably should read the prologue for this story, lots of it is going to be important to the storyline, and Carmen's character.














❝TO LOSE SOMETHING YOU NEVER HAD AND NEVER WILL

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