"I'm so full I really don't want to eat anymore ,excuse me " I Said standing up running up stairs
Locking the bathroom door slowly
I opened the sink so they wouldn't hear a sound
I hunch over the toilet
I put my index finger and middle finger down my throat
Trying to get everything out of my system
The feeling of my fingers down my throat hurts but I deserve the pain
Burning sensation starts in my throat
I repeat those steps over and over
Making sure nothing is left
I wash up and go out like everything is fine .
My best friend Mia is so proud ofe
She says that'll make me prettier
Mia never lies , does she ?
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Behind The Fake Smiles
PoetryEveryone saw the smile but no one knew what was behind it __________ Completed : June 1 , 2018
