Insecure [rochan]

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"She's doing better, the doctors say she should be cleared for work in the next few months, but we still need the money for her medication and stuff," Rowoon explained. 

"Well at least she's doing better," Jimin said with a small smile. 

"What about your mom?" Rowoon asked. 

"She left us, about a year ago, she pays rent and everything but food and stuff I pay for," Jimin said sadly. 

"Oh I'm sorry," Rowoon said. 

"It's fine, she was a bitch anyway, she was always so mean to Jisung, I couldn't deal with it," Jimin said. "Anyway, I'm going to go check on Jisung I'll see you Monday."

"Okay," Rowoon said as he left the house. 

He felt bad, for Jisung and Jimin, they were practically living on their own. 

Rowoon drove home in silence and it wasn't till he got home when he realized he should call Chanhee. 

He got to his room and laid on the bed, taking out his phone and calling the boy. 

"What?"

"Hi cutie."

"Shut up, why are you calling."

"Cause I missed you."

"Well I didn't miss you."

"You're lying, how was Jaemin's?"

"It was fine, apperenty Jeno kissed Jaemin and Jaemin is upset because he's apparently not gay but I think he might have feelings for Jeno. And it's weird cause when I talked to Jeno he kept saying mean things about Jaemin and then I asked him if he liked Jaemin and he said he wasn't gay, so I'm kind of confused."

"I'm sure they are too, so anyway, are we going on a date tomorrow?"

"Oh yeah, where are we going to go?"

"I'll pick you up and we'll get bubble tea and pork buns okay?"

"Okay, sounds fun."

"Hey Chani."

"What?"

"I just wanted to tell you I lo-" Rowoon stopped himself. "I think you shoudld go to bed."

"It's only eight o'clock."

"Well I'm tired goodnight."

click.

Rowoon's heart was pounding fast and he didn't know why. He wanted to tell Chanhee he loves him but he felt weird. It's not like he hasn't said it before but they're just not on casual terms yet. He needed to talk to Chanhee about it tomorrow. 

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"So this is a date," Chanhee said simply as he played with the thick straw of his bubble tea and avoided Rowoon's eyes.

"Yes, but let's just think of it as hanging out," Rowoon said simply as smile on his face as he stared at Chanhee.

"But it's a date cause we're dating," Chanhee told him, looking up and meeting Rowoon's eyes.

Rowoon smiled more.

"We are," Rowoon said taking a sip of his bubble tea.

"Yup," Chanhee said awkwardly looking away from Rowoon.

"Okay, what's going on?" Rowoon questioned.

"What do you mean?" Chanhee asked.

"It's so awkward between us, it's usually not," Rowoon said with a bit of concern.

"It's cause we are in public," Chanhee said shyly.

"Want to leave?" Rowoon asked.

"No, I want to stay," Chanhee said simply.

"Well can I ask something?" Rowoon asked.

"What?" Chanhee questioned.

"Don't think about anything else, do you love me?" Rowoon asked.

Chanhee paused for a second.

"Yes," Chanhee said softly. "Is that even a question."

"Well, why?" Rowoon asked.

"I don't know, I just do," Chanhee mumbled, pouting a bit.

Rowoon smirked.

"You're so cute, and I love you too, I've been in love with you since I met you," Rowoon said to the boy.

Chanhee said nothing but he was truly overjoyed.

"I have another question," Rowoon said.

"Okay," Chanhee said looking at Rowoon with full attention.

"Well, it's just, maybe, you could call me something other than hyung," Rowoon said a bit shyly.

"But I never call you hyung," Chanhee said simply.

"Yeah, but when you do it's special to me," Rowoon said looking down, his cheeks were turning the tiniest bit red. "So I was thinking maybe when you want to be nice you could call me oppa instead."

Chanhee's eyes widened and he almost choked on air. 

"I'm not fucking calling you that I'm not a girl," Chanhee said with a confused expression. 

"Well, what should you call me then?" Rowoon asked with an eyebrow raise. 

"I don't know, how about fuck face, I like that one," Chanhee said with a precious smile that made Rowoon's heart stop for a second. 

"Chanhee, please," Rowoon said with upset eyes. 

Chanhee pouted a bit, he should probably do this for Rowoon seemed pretty serious about it. 

"What about Woonie?" Chanhee suggested. 

"That's cute but not good enough," Rowoon said with a tiny smile. 

"Well I could," Chanhee stopped for a second. "Call you daddy."

Rowoon froze at Chanhee's words, he didn't expect Chanhee to say that, and he couldn't help but love it. 

"Y-y-yeah, you could call me that," Rowoon stuttered a bit, feeling nervous. 

"Okay," Chanhee squeaked looking down. 

"Do you want to leave this place now?" Rowoon asked, trying to get rid of the awkwardness. 

"Yeah," Chanhee said getting up along with Rowoon. Chanhee quickly grabbed Rowoon's hand as they made their way out of the store. "Let's go daddy." 

Rowoon almost died right there. 

*sorry it's not much but I'm trying to end this story soon, but don't worry it's only because I want to work on a new Rochan idea but this story still has like 10 chapters also I'm sorry that it's not that interesting just be patient I've got some plans :)))) also Idk why it seems so short*

-katz 

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