Shiro x fem.reader x matt don't let me go

Both (bad ending) from flower to flower

I was confined to my room from then on no one loved me enough to say the 3 words . I had finally grown blind and could no longer move when i called everyone in to see me. " I feel this is my last day soon ill turn to a bed of flowers so i ask you to bring me somethings. First Allura can this room be made into garden?" Allura held back her tears and smile " for you yes". I gave her a small smile though i could see none of them. " Make a bed of dirt water it from time to time so it wont be dry have some sort of sun like energy for the flowers. When your done help me lay in it and take away all my stuff. " Without a word everyone went to work with in the next few varga i was laying in a bed of dirt my room free of anything i use to own. Allura helped me into a dress so i looked nice tears treated to fall down my face as i spoke. " I love all of you so much you must take care ok. Shiro Matt your my closest friends don't blame yourselves for this but will you hold my hands." I was shaking by now and could hear them sniffling from crying each boy slipped my small thin hands in theirs. Pidge spoke up her voice shaking "thank you for everything for hearing  me out when i was upset. For always being there when i needed you ill miss you." Oh i'm going to cry soon if they all do this. Lance was next his voice was strained as he talked " thank you for talking to me and excepting me when no one would. For being the family i lost thank you." Dam you lance i'm crying full on crying.Keith voice rose as he tried not to cry like the others " I guess ill thank you to you've been a great help (Y/N) you've been like sister to me. I only wish we had more time together." " Thank you for battling with me and helping me be a better person and being my new family" Alluras voice broke at the end and she cried.  " Me as well thank you" Coran saluted me as he to cried for me. " Thanks for cooking wonderful food with me and cheering me up all those times" hunk i could tell was ugly crying again but so was i. My feet began to turn to petals " Thank you for being my best friend and not hating me though i don't feel the same for you. Your still import to me and i never wanted to lose you. Ill miss you ill take care of your flowers for you i promise i wont leave you." Matt's voice shook and so did his hand a tear fell on my finger his tear. Shiro didn't have much time as i was fading fast " thank you for always being my rock and my friend. Ill talk to your flowers when i'm sad or upset it will be like taking to you right? I'm sorry for not being able to help you more." Shiro whimpered as i smiled my face stained with tears. I didn't feel it anymore nothing at all I didn't have much time so ill say everything I need with 4 simple words" i love you all". All I need was 3 to save me but instead I gave 4 to comfort. Though we where  inside a gust of wind came and i was gone. Shiro and Matt held nothing but blue petals where i was now a garden of for get me not's. Everyone burst into tears like a dam finally giving way no one held back.Matt and Shiro holding the flower petals fell to the floor in grief a part of them leaving with me.