Book of Poems/Songs

Words.. [I'm done]

My head hurts, from deep inside,
Those words you spread, nothing but lies. 
What do you get from this?
Is there any pleasure?
Because at least I'd be there for my friends,
No matter how drastic the measure.
Whats happened in the past,

though this may be true,
Theres one thing I can say,

And I'm truly done with you.
Words are like flames, just used in different ways,
You can't understand it, but I see within your gaze.
Words are painful,
Words are just,
Words can defend,

if they must. 
But it comes down to how their used,
doesn't matter whose.

This has been going on and on,
So tell me, why're you holding on so long?
Things have been said, theres no going back.
But I can say if there were, there'd be so much knowledge,
 in which,I'd lack. 
Say what you will, I'm a free running target.
Just know in the end,
It'll be harder to get.

Each word you say,
Each strike you take,
Just goes to prove that,
Those lies are ever more fake.

Isn't it great?
To know you have friends by your side?
Do they know the real you?
Or is it a mirage,
In knowing, you've lied.

I can't help but feel these feelings,
But soon they'll become better healings.
Theres a saying 
"What doesn't kill you makes you stronger."
Then why is it I can't hold on much longer?
This pain I feel, is from inside.
I sometimes wish to lock them,

And let those feelings, die.
But what good would that do?
To hide from you?
I'm not a chicken.
So please, just listen.

I'm done with your crap,
This isn't a kind of rap. 
You can't play it on a CD, or try to turn it back.
Life isn't a game, its not about fame.
So why do you keep spreading gossip to others?
Ugh! Thats so lame.
I'm not ashamed,
yet I'm the one you blame?
Please, just stop, your driving me insane!

I want to ignore, I've let it behind,
Yet, you bring it up, like its gotta be some sort of crime?
No its not, because I can tell the friends who know are mine.
They've been there for me in this situation, all the damn time.
And so what you have your pack?
Is that really all you got?
Do they really have your back?
Listen, you need to be taught.

You're the one who brought all of this upon us all. 
But just know this one thing, 
Together we won't fall.

So go ahead and tell your friends,
since this doesn't seem to end,
I am through with you,
and your little drama-land.