Secret words [ Lee Donghae FF ]

22. Blood tests

" y/n i dont know what you are thinking but she need to pay for what she did .... after she get on her feet again " damn right !! see i wasnt wrong when i fell in love with you , i knew you are the right guy for me 

" but ... y/n you know that her mental state is not good , all she did was out of her instability , she is basically crazy " ohh come on men !! fuck it !! so i am the only evil one :/

" let's just wait and see what happens , we are not even sure if she is gonna wakes up at all" and he smiled ,

" i guess i have to change my name now, lee Dahee ! it sound good " and we both laughed 

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days passed by , i went to norml going back to my job , and trying to keep Mr Lee calm because it seems he couldn't keep his hand off of me , it started to bother me abit to be honest but sometimes it was sweet also .  i don't know it felt weird to suddenly have this huge news in my life , i kind expected it but elso didn't expect it , it was a bizarre new feeling  to actually have real blood family and to find that the person that i loved and the person that tried to kill me were both my cousins  , what a family haa !!

 i tried my best to be mature and except and digest the new reality , nothing was made officiel yet , Mrs lee was still out of town and Donghae insisted that i do what i find myself most comfortable with he didn't want to push me to adjust to the new situation , of course i needed time and he understood that , but one thing he was sure of was that we can never be apart , if i need time i can have it but never leave his side which i found touching and heartwarming  . 

i knew his grandma expected us to announce our relationship to the public and announce ..  em how can i say it "my existence to the rest of the world " ...  " hello i am LEE Dahee and i am the third long lost grandchild of the Lee undesteriel group " ... eww that sounded super awkward , i don't  want too , i wanna keep my name .

" y/n" suddenly Donghae called me to his office , there was some of the design team there 

they were all seated around the small meeting table he has in his office , and he was on his laptop checking some stuff with the team leader , i entered the room but i didn't say anything he was already speaking , and boy he was mad !! 

" the colors does not match the general theme !! what you were doing all this time !! are you sure you all graduated from art schools !! i feel like i am wasting my money on you guys" and he took deep breath , so basically he was yelling at them but at the same time he was mocking them , all i can say is that when he wants something and the person who was supposed to deliver it didn't do his job perfectly he will make sure to let them know in the most embarrassing humiliating classy way possible if i can used all these termes in one sentence !! he was tough but he knew what he was doing .

" listen seol minseung , i need to find this on my desk tomorrow morning , i don't care if you have to work on it all day and all night, unless u want to lose you job " he always goes there , you know the "losing your job " thing , but it works every time . they all bowed and left the office and i was still standing there watching what became now a familiar scene of my daily life , and it bring back memories of my first encounter with this cute devil right in front of me .

" yes sir did you call me ? " and he finally lifted his his eyes from the screen in front of him and he smiled 

" y/n you are here !" yes dumbass you called me , you know sometimes he annoys me i don't know why , i just smiled at him , he then looked and his watch

" we should get going , i don't want to be late for you appointment " my appointment !! what he is talking about 

" what appointment ?"  i asked him

" for you blood tests , remember" ohh no !! i hate it 

" look i am really fine look " and i started jumping mini small jumps  " i don't need blood tests , i am perfectly fine "  and he shook his head 

" no we are leaving now , and you gonna do those tests  and that it no more whining" ugh why do i have to do this stupid tests !!

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we went to the clinic and they drew some blood out of me it was not painful but still it stings  , Donghae was there thankfully so i could find someone to clutch to when the nurse inserted that needle into my vien . and we were out of there as soon she was finished , i run out of that place as if someone was chasing me , i hated hospitals they have this weird smell , i call it the smell of death . although they said that they will send me the result to my email and schedule a meeting with the doctor just to make sure everything was alright .

and after 24 hours exactly they did sent me the result back , and i checked them even though i have no idea what i was reading but over all i could see that there was nothing to worry about except that one test  that did catch my eye and i didn't get exactly what it means , it was positive though , so i went on lign looking for the meaning of it  and ...... 

holly mother AFING  shit " i am pregnant !!!! "  , the result says :  B hCG : 50 mIU/ml , wich mean it positive , i was freaking out , i was totally freaking out ,  

" what do i do !! y/n you are a stupid fucking idiot , how did that happen !! we always use protection !! but you know what they say its only 99% safe , so am i that unfortume to be a victim of the 1% !! is that even fucking possible !! i feel like i am gonna have  fucking break down right here right now , oh my god oh my god what i am gonna tel Donghae , he is gonna fucking hate for this , but hey it's not my fault we are responsible for this 50-50 he is the one who wants sex all the time !!  we are not even in a serious relationship yet and i am making him a father !! how great is that now he's gonna think i am a slut for sure , some just kill me please " 

 i need to fix this immediately.... 

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