Claustrophobia

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I woke up today morning feeling scared and breathless. Another nightmare about my past had managed to creep into my slumber. I long for someone to protect me, to save me from this hell. I feel a strange darkness crawling up my spine, and slowly suffocating me.
I need her. I need Raya. I just know I do. I cannot spend a waking moment without thinking of her. I fail to get her out of my head.

I am sitting in the amphitheatre currently, waiting for assembly to begin. Raya ma'am is standing beside grade 3. She has her hair done in a low ponytail, and is wearing a light blue blouse with formal trousers.
She looks crazy beautiful.

I wish I could tell her how I feel.