Y/n POV
"Taehyung Ah! I can't believe you've been hiding this kind of pain all this years! Why?!"
You shouted as you've been looking at the picture frame of him in it. He was smiling and you knew that smile was not gonna last long.
You sat alone at your desk thinking what might happen if he was not with you while you need him.
"Sh.t I can't live without you jagi" You said while tears streaming down your eyes.
~Vibrate~
You didn't hesitate to answer the phone call.
"Is this the wife of Taehyung Kim?" Asked by the girl from the next line.
"Y-yes and why?"
"Your husband Ma'am..."
"WHAT HAPPENED?!"
"He was dead on arrival Ma'am"
You can't believe anything that you've heard. Tears did flow from your eyes and you began to pack your stuff and quickly went to the hospital with your daughter not knowing what's going on.
"WHERE IS TAEHYUNG KIM AT?" You asked at the receptionist.
"Uhm...A-at the Morgue Miss..." She stuttered.
You ran as quickly as possible without saying thank you at the receptionist..You made your way to the morgue with your daughter and asked the morgue assistant with the doctor.
"I-Is Taehyung Kim He---"
"Yes Ma'am he's right here...Were sorry for your lost...We did everything but his lungs couldn't make it. He passed out while walking at the streets." The doctor explained.
You walked straight at him.
You couldn't look at him...
But its for the best so you did...
You removed the blanket that was covering his head...And their you see him. Closing his eyes...
'I know you can hear me...your Sleeping' You spoke in your head.
"Mommy why is daddy sleeping here?" Your daughter asked..You were worried that your daughter might know what was happening but you didn't hesitate to answer and said.
"Because.....He's tired" You answered.
"But daddy is not moving..."
"He's like that...Don't worry"
"Daddy if you woke up....please go home and tell Mom 'saranghae'" She said.
You couldn't help but to cry for what your daughter said.
'Saranghae Kim Taehyung'
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Burial Day
Everybody wore in black including you and your daughter.....
You calmed down...You looked at your phone,looking to random photos of you and Taehyung since college...
You heard your daughter giggling with her cousins...
'Your to inoscent to know everything...I'm sorry I lied..' you spoke while looking at your daughter.
"I think its time Mrs. Kim" the priest said.
You were holding daisies while your daughter was throwing petals...
She was confused why his dad is in there...
Slowly the coffin got down.. As the flowers you were throwing covered his face.
"Why is dad in there? Mommy He can't breath!" She screamed.
"Baby just say 'Saranghae daddy' then it will be alright."
She smiled as a response...
"SARANGHAE DADDY" she said loudly.
You cried...You felt guilty on what your doing...but that's the only thing that keeps your daughter calm.
"Your daddy is smiling" said By Taehyungs Mother....Her eyes were swelling.
'Jagi.....Saranghae...Goodbye'
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You got home with swelling eyes...Your daughter slept at her room.
You were analyzing your room..Looking at every drawer.
And you found a Note...
Not just a Note ..but a Letter
You were shocked on what you were reading.
~Kim Taehyung~
It says as the last words in the letter.
He wrote it for you...
Dear Y/n,
Ahhh I wish you would read this letter before I'm gone. I love you. Thanks you for everything since high school. How are you? Is our daughter ok? I wish she's still smiling before I'm gone.
We were destined Y/n.
I wan't to grow old with you. Growing white hair and seeing my child...Successful and happy.
But because of this pain.I can't live long. I wished I kept my promise.
You know what just laugh. Don't cry Jagi...You can do it..You can do it without me.
But remember I'm always with you.
God knows what's best for us.
Anything happens for a reason
Jagi
Anyway I can't stay long...Maybe this might be My last Note...Probably a letter. I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU......SARANGHAE.
I'm gonna miss you..~Jagiya...GoodBye
-Kim Taehyung
