"no buts okay. temporary lang naman yan. okay. so here's your baon" fine. mom won again. kinuha ko agad ung baon ko then lumabas na agad ako sa car. naglalakad na ako papunta sa gate ng station when mom beeps. tumalikod ako and saw her giving me a flying kiss and said "i love you" okay, thats sweet.
nagmadali na ako pumila sa entrance ng station for checkpoints. binuksan ko na agad bag ko for inspections para madali na agad then raise my arm slightly para for body inspections. everytime the guard do that, feeling awkward ako. though babae ung mag body inspect sayo, awkward pa rin.
so enough of that. nagmadali na ako tumaas for the ticketing. buti na lang pagkataas ko, walang pila. hindi hassle "legarda po" kinuha ko ticket, pati ung sukli. nagmadali ako pumunta ladies section.
naghintay ako sa yellow lane indicating kung san tatapat ung door ng lrt. while im waiting sa lrt, napaisip ako, ano kaya mangyayari sa akin sa Manila? who will be my friends there? ugh. why am i even bothered. parang hindi na ako nasanay ng ganitong set-up. new school, new adjustments. that was my set-up since i was elementary. it never change. why? simple lang. because of my parents.
yes. my parents. elementary palang ako, palipat lipat na ako ng school. from here, to there, and to there and so on. i never ask what's the problem between my parents. nariringi ko naman from them mismo eh. they keep on yelling and yelling as if they dont have a child listening in front of them. like for example, in teleseryes or movies, there's this couple keep on arguing on something while they're eating their dinner. and i was like the child between them eating lang and hinahayaan ko sila.
ugh. i hate this feeling. it keeps on coming back all the time. lalo na first day of school nanaman. and new school for me nanaman. though slightly galit ako sa parents ko about sa broken family namin. i keep on praying na lang na we're okay. at least. we could be civil to each other na when come across each other. lalo na ngaun, final na decision ng court sa annulment of marriage nila mom and dad. oh life.
beeeep beeep
okay that was the beep of the lrt. nang palapit na ung lrt. inayos ko gamit ko, in case may snatch na mangyari sa loob ng lrt. matapos ko ayusin bag ko. tiningnan ko paligid ko and i was surprise. sobrang dami na agad ng tao. ganun na ba katalag ako mag reminisce. and nagulat ako. may lalaki sa section namin
