The Aftermath

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June 1996:
Justine

I'm just seeing bare news articles talking about Me and Tupac to be rumoured dating. That just pissed me of because to be honest, I don't know what we are. After being in Milan, he has these days where he wants to be intimate and other days where he's gonna be a hoe. Like he doesn't that he needs to stop playing with my feelings because I swear he's gonna mess around and get hurt.

Anyways, I can't confront his ass about it right now because he says that he's gonna be busy on set for gang related or gridlock....whatever shit he acting in. But I don't feel convinced because he probably messing around with some hoe at the studio knowing his ass....even better he probably played my ass and is getting it on with a girl upstairs. This house big you know....I remember the last time I I didn't even know he was having sex with a girl upstairs until I heard noises coming from the stairs.

June 1996:
Tupac

'So I see you weren't lying when you said you were going to be on set all day' Justine side eyed me as she took drags from her blunt

'What?' I asked confused

'Tupac....please tell me this....what are?' She asked putting her blunt in the ashtray and walking up to me

'What do you mean?' I furrowed my eyebrows growing even more confused

'What do I mean?' She mocked me as she threw the magazine at me as it went full speed 'your meaning to tell me you ain't seen or heard shit like this?'

My body froze as I stared at the cover of the magazine. I remember as it was a picture of me and Justine at a Versace after party as we shared a kiss on the dance floor.

Damn I swear that place was crowded....how in the world did they managed to get a perfect shot of us?

'You figured it out as yet?' She asked crossing her arms speaking in a duh tone

'Yeah....and what's your point?' I asked confused still flicking through the pages in the magazine

It was like crickets in the background. She didn't speak, all I heard was her anger fuelling. I knew as I looked up at her that I should've kept my mouth shut because I knew at this point that my ass was gonna be beat up at any moment.

'You know what....fuck you....fuck our friendship and fuck anything that we shared what was special' she spat 'you've been here playing with my feelings because you wanna choose to be intimate with me then go off and hoe off with other bitches like I don't bloodclart exist. And for you to have the audacity to come here and say And what's your point, acting like you ain't heard any of these rumours-'

'I'm sorry Justine I was so caught up-'

'Busy?....busy?.... you sure weren't hell busy when rumours of you, Whitney Houston, Madonna- women that were WAY out of your league were dating you.....you sure loved that rumour, didn't you' she laughed sarcastically 'but when it's me, you wanna turn a blind eye'

'You know, if you just want me here for your desires, I'm out because you know my ass ain't like one of them pornstars you rap out in your songs and put them in your How do you want it music video. Hell you probably smashed each and everyone of them with your shrivelled up dick' she insulted

How am I allowing her to talk to me like this. Damn she the only women that really now how to control my ass.

'Justine, can we talk about this?' I asked her calmly

'Talk about what?....Talk about how you like to play around with my heart?'

'Justine please stop being stubborn, I'm not starting this shit again with you again' I said walking forwards to her

'You just did nigga' she put her middle finger up at me as she walked up the stairs

I ran after her as I grabbed her arm making her stumble back into me as one of arms wrapped around her waist and one still gripped on her arm.

'See this what I mean' she said

'See what....this is rough play when I'm trying to get you in bed' I said cockily when she herself out of my arms

'You fucking play too much' She laughed at me

'Ahhh....I made you laugh' I smiled with my mouth open

Said that too soon I guess....

Her big smile started to fade as she seemed to calm herself from it.

'Now tell me what's up?' I said to her as I held both her hands but she seemed hesitant to hold mine

'Us is what's up' she said furrowing my eyebrows 'well all these rumours got me thinking....and damn I can't believe I'm saying this but I really Really like you....damn....'

My eyes lit up as she said that. I never knew she felt the same way, but knowing me, I had a weird way of showing it to her somehow. I really do love her but I don't wanna mess up the friendship we have. I've known her since we were little, she was my first friend, first person to ever talk to me, she was the first the girl that was always by my side when I was struggling and shit. No other girl would help me out the same way she did. I'm still struggling and even if I piss her off to the max at times, she'll still find a way to comfort me. All the other girls that go up to me if for money, fame, or because of my looks.

'Why yours eyes like that?' Justine looked at me funny

'I like you a lot to Justine....I just have a weird way of showing it' I admitted it to her

'Hmm.....all of a sudden the girl you've known since kindergarten, you have a weird way of showing it' she laughed not seeming convinced

'Your not just any girl....your a woman....an independent woman. You like a challenge and you stick up for yourself which is what I find sexy about you. Most guys might find being crazy embarrassing and a complete turn off but I find it to be the most beautiful thing ever. I don't know why....maybe it could be that I'm crazy, but only crazy in love with you'

'Awh Pac....Stop you're making me blush' she joked

'Girl yo' as black you can't turn red' I laughed

'Oh shut up!' She laughed 'you just know how to kill a good vibe don't you?'

'I was just telling you the truth' I put my hands up in surrender

'At the wrong time though stupid!' She said as I kissed my teeth

'Boy stop being so but hurt and give me a kiss' she put her arms around me and pecked me a few times as my hands were around her waist

'So are we official?' She pulled away from the kiss

All I did was grab her tightly and gave her wet sloppy kiss. Damn I ain't got time to speak, she got something on them lips that just taste too damn good.

'Well I'm guessing that's a yes then' he bit her lip