didnt you feel me break?

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tw/ sexual abuse, rape

didn't you hear my cries
when your hands strayed
to places
that shouldn't have been
felt

didn't you feel a
motherfucking thing?

and all i can do is blame
and sob and scream and
repress and repress
and repeat

didn't you feel a
motherfucking thing

when you snatched
my innocence
from shaking
bleeding hands

when i was six years old

how could you
take my jeans off
my freezing
too-cold body

    how could you touch me?

how could you ruin me
how could you choke me
so i couldn't scream
    or cry
      or beg or plead

how could you?

didn't you feel me break under you?

didn't you feel me shatter and fall and drown?

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