Problems

Problem number eight.

Yoongi had been walking for a while.
It was way later on in the day. And jimin had let Yoongi borrow a heavy jacket so he wouldn't get so drenched.
In fact, it wasn't day now...it was evening. And it was dark. Yoongi was walking alone in the park. He had told jimin he'd be back  later, and he meant it too. He wouldn't leave jimin. He would never have the heart to. Yoongi knew it would break jimins heart if he knew where yoongi was going.
He had in fact, lied. He only spoke with one other member of his old group.
And they were his go to for hookups for drugs when he needed it most. 
Yoongi approached a skinny red haired figure by a tree, the only light being the moon and the street light, it was still raining. He stopped in front of the figure, the figure looked at him,
"Hey, Yoongs" the man said, Yoongi smiled "hey hobi.." hoseok Smiled back. He pulled Yoongi into a hug, slipping a small bag of weed and LSD into yoongis back pocket, then pulling away. "How've you been?" Hoseok asked, a small look of worry in his eye.
"It's been okay...." he said, trailing off as he looked at the ground, "'it' ? ...not ...you?" Hoseok questioned.
Yoongi sighed and kicked the rain on the ground. " I've been terrible...."
hoseok nodded. "I know you have....I've been trying to ask Namjoon if you could come b"-
Yoongi cut him off. "No,no,no....he doesn't want me back...none of them do.....especially not...." Yoongi swallowed hard. "Especially not jungkook...."  hoseok sighed heavily.
"That's not true Yoongi....we all miss you....I miss you.." hoseok said softly, setting his hand on yoongis shoulder.
Yoongi looked at him. "Joonie don't miss me..." Yoongi looked down again.
Hoseok sighed once more, "he does...I'm sure he does....he's just......I think he's very disappointed in you....we all made a promise to each other remember?" Hoseok ran his thumb over the dampening fabric of yoongis shoulder. Yoongi nodded slowly. "It's been. Two. Fucking. Years, hobi." Yoongi said. His voice quivering.
He was on the brink of tears.
"I just wanna come home....I miss you all so much, and I just want everything to be like it was before" he sniffed.
Hoseoks heart split it two. He held Yoongi close and shushed him softly.
"You've always been my friend Yoongi.
My view on you didn't change when you stole those lyrics....I was flustered and disappointed yes...but...I got over it." Hoseok stroked yoongis hooded head gently. "I'm so sorry about what happened....." hoseok felt tears well in his own eyes. Yoongi shook slightly.
Shivering as the rain hit their backs, "no...I should be the one apologizing.....I was so embarrassed...kookie couldn't even look at me.....he didn't know what to say to me..." yoongis voice cracked
"I know...." hoseok said softly.
"It still wasn't right of Namjoon to literally kick you out....I know he feels bad about it...and I know he wants you back just as much as the rest of us....I know he misses you too" hoseok said, his  wet red hair draping across his eyes. Yoongi nodded. "I just want to tell jungkook how sorry I am...."
hoseok pursed his lips. "I promise you you'll get that chance."