He sighed and opened his eyes once more, averting his gaze at every part of the brunet's room, and finally at the bay window.

Cause I need you so~!
Much I can't lose you I need you to know
You might have gone but I'll never let go!
Cause one day I know that you'll come back home
Cause I won't let go~!

Cause I need you so~! Those words really offended him, knowing that he needs someone to comfort him. And that someone is Dipper, the one who already died in front Bill's pain-filled eyes.

The blonde sat up, looking down at the worn-out wooden floorboards of the room, then at the bay window again, noticing that day time departed and was replaced by night.

His face held a blank state, but in the inside, various emotions are visible. Pain. Anger. Confusion, and of course. Sadness. The blonde man shook his head, trying to stop his thoughts from what happened 2 days ago. He gripped the bed sheets, his face now not held the blank expression. Eyebrows furrowing, eyes filling with hatred. Hatred to himself.

I'm such an idiot! Why didn't I noticed it?! I was supposed to be the All-Seeing Eye! He hated the fact that he didn't saw what's going on before Tad killed Dipper. He was supposed to see things! Things on what will happened on the future! But here we are, Bill grieving and hating himself for it. Now, I'm weak and crying. Almost like my brother. Now what..?

Now here we are, Bill being heart broken.

There's a hole in my heart, can you fix it?
There's a hole in my heart, since you've been gone…

Is this L-O-V-E?
Somebody tell me what's happening to me?
Is this L-I-F-E?
Somebody tell me, just what's happening to me!
Since you've been gone~!

Even without knowing, the blonde's tears flow from his eyes. He wiped them immediately but it never stopped flowing..

Let's sum up the events during the past few days. Bill and Dipper being separated. Then reunited after hitting Ford with a bat so Tad will lost his connection. Some of Dipper's unknown nightmares. Tad chasing the both of them to the forest, now Dipper is dead.

He thought that, it's some kind of story. Stories that have happy or bad endings. But, it's just the beginning..

I want you so much that it hurts me to think
That we'll be like strangers the next time we meet!
Cause I used to have everything that you need
And I need you so!

There's a hole in my heart, can you fix it?
There's a hole in my heart, since you've been gone…

Trying to stop his thoughts, he unconsciously sat on the bay window he had been staring at a few moments ago, and now looking at the stars that shone brightly at the night, as he felt the song drown in his thoughts.

He remembered when he saw Shooting Star watching RomComs or whatever that was. She invited him to watch it with her while Dipper do his nerdy things a few days back. He even saw the cheapest and the cheesy ones. He even thought that the cheesy one is the situation he is in now. But of course, it's just the talk that he wanted to take his sad mind off.

But still, he have to do something.

Is this L-O-V-E?
Somebody tell me what's happening to me?
Is this L-I-F-E?
Somebody tell me, just what's happening to me!
Since you've been gone!

There's a hole in my heart!

He now didn't even paid attention to the song. But now it's irrelevant. Some of thoughts from earlier are now irrelevant.

There's a hole in my heart!

He knows there's a way, he always does. He has to find another way.

There's a hole in my heart!

By now, his tears stopped, lips curled into a small smile.

He is not giving up.

There's a hole in my heart!

With all the answers
Maybe we could save this!

This hole in my heart!

Negative and sad thoughts washed away by the positive ones. The air surrounded him was now a calm one, not thick and heavy.

This hole in my heart!

This hole in my heart!

Once again, from above the stars, the one that he and his Pinetree sees whenever they're alone at night while looking up at the dark and serene night sky.

The things that made them together and love each other more.

Is this L-O-V-E?
Somebody tell me what's happening to me?

Bill's smile widen when he saw it glowed together, remembering he and Dipper lied on the cool grass of the forest, having the peaceful time for themselves.

Is this L-I-F-E?
Somebody tell me, just what's happening to me!

The blonde lied on the cushions of the seat on the bay window, feeling calm, still looking at Ursa Major and Triangulum. The constellations.

There's a hole in my heart, can you fix it?

He felt his eyes closed as the song which was blasting from the ear buds ends.

There's a hole in my heart, since you've been gone…

There's a way, and the only way to stop his mourning of his Pinetree....

Is getting him back, again...


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Soo~ what did you guys think about this? I felt like this scene about the constellations is repeated from my other chapters.

Thanks for reading this!

edited: 7-2-18

btw the vid is not mine ^^

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