Stop Messing With My Emotions

Chapter 3

Tord's p.o.v

I had woken up earlier than expected, it was about 4:00 in the morning. I still held onto Tommi bear, he gave me a sort of comfort. 'No wonder Tom sleeps with it' I look up at the ceiling, I sighed. My stomach growled, "dammit I forgot I need to eat, whatever, I can wait" I yawned, 'maybe I can rest for just a little while longer' My eyelids become heavy, soon they closed. I snuggled with Tommi bear.

About 4 hours later I woke up, I stretch. Some of my bones making a cracking sound, my usual horned hair was lied down instead of being up. I got up and walked to the bathroom, "damn, I look like shit..." I decided to take a shower, I got undressed having a hard time because of my arm. I got in the shower rinsing my body, I sat down putting my scared face in my hands. I had began crying not releasing it, I brought my head up. Water hitting my face, it stung slightly but not a lot.

I continued to cry. I cried for a whole hour in the shower, then another 30 minutes on the couch. I hugged Tommi bear to my chest. I had gotten out of the shower and put on my red hoodie with some boxers, I didn't really feel up to going anywhere or even getting up so I stayed on the couch for awhile. I suddenly heard a knock at my door, 'Who could that be? I never told anyone I live here so....?' I got up sort of straightening myself up, I was still in my red hoodie and boxers.

Good thing my hoodie was a bit too over sized so it covered mostly everything. I put my hand on the doorknob, opening the door. My eyes widened at who was standing in front of me, I couldn't move. I wanted to close the door and go back to my spot on the couch where I cried. I felt my vision become blurry, but I held back my tears. 'Why did it have to be THEM? Anyone but, THEM...'