Plot Twist

twenty one

♡Alejandra's p.o.v♡

So today the boys come back and I haven't talked to Leo since that day.
Guilt has been building up and I wanna tell the boys what I did, but I know if I do that then I will lose them too and they're to special to me.
It has been so hard ignoring Leo but the boys are more important to me.
I am currently in class and waiting for the bell to ring so I can hurry and go home.
After what seemed like forever, the bell rang and I grabbed my backpack and ran out the class.
I hurried and put my books in my locker and rushed to the front of the school so I don't run into Leo.
As soon as I walked out the doors Leo was there.
"Alex, please let me talk to you" he told me. I looked down and tried to walk past him.
He grabbed my arm.
"Alex. Please." He said sounding desperate.
"No, Leo. Please, it's better this way" I told him and moved my arm from his grip.
"What's going on here?" Tony's voice sang. I shot my head towards his voice.
I walked over to him and gave him a tight hug. He hugged me tightly back.
"Let's go" I said and grabbed his hand and walked to his car. He opened the door for me as I got in.
"Who was that?" He asked me once he got in and started the car.
"His name is Leo. He's new and was just asking me where he can find the student service center." I told him and he nodded.
"Okay. I missed you baby" he told me.
"I missed you too" I smiled at him.
"What do you wanna go do?" He asked me.
"Um... What do you wanna do?" I asked him and he smiled and shook his head.
"Girl, what do you wanna go do?" He asked again while chuckling.
"The beach?" I suggested and he nodded.
"Hand me my bag right there" he said pointing to the floor by my feet.
I gave him the bag and he opened it and pulled out a pack of swishers.
He reached behind my seat and grabbed a jar under my chair.
The jar was filled to the top with weed.
He handed me the pack of swishers and said "break them open"
I grabbed it from his hands and opened the pack. I broke them open while he broke down the weed.
He started driving with his knees as he rolled the swishers.
About 30 minutes later we got to the beach and we got out. I took off my shoes and socks and he got a blanket out the trunk.
Just to our luck, the beach was empty and the sun was starting to set.
We sat down and cuddled with the blanket wrapped around us.
I took out my phone and played 'faded love by tinashe'.
He pulled out a blunt and lighter from his bag and lit it.
"You okay baby?" He asked me and I nodded.
"Yeah, just stuck" I told him.
"Stuck how?" He asked and inhaled the blunt.
"Just confused" I said.
"Well this helps" he said passing the blunt to me.
I grabbed it from him and brought the blunt to my lips and inhaled. I breathed in and held it before I exhaled out the smoke.
"You know you can always talk to me. Right baby?" He said and I nodded. Not about this though. I need to tell him.
"I don't deserve you guys Tony. I really don't." I breathed out and passed the blunt to him.
"Don't say that baby you deserve the world" he said and I felt a sharp pain in my chest.
"No I don't. I did something while you guys were gone and if you guys found out then you would never talk to me again and I fear losing you guys" I told him and he looked at me confused.
"What did you do?" He asked. I looked down at my hands. I felt my nose starting to burn and my vision got blurry. Tears were on the verge of slipping.
"Alex. Baby what happened?" He said. When he said baby my tears came out.
"I slept with someone more than once" I told him and put my head in my knees because I didn't wanna see his reaction.
I heard him get up and walk away.
When I heard his car take off, I started crying harder.
That's it. It's over between me and the boys. He's gonna go tell the other boys and they're either gonna text and call me and tell me how bad I am or never speak a word to me again. I'll get treated like everyone else now.
I sat there looking at the blurry sun setting. He left the blunt right there so I picked it up and started smoking it.
After 10 minutes I heard a siren and turned around. There was a cop.
He came over and put his hand out. I put the 3/4 smoked blunt in his hand and stood up. I turned around and he put me in cuffs. He walked me back to the car and put me in the back. My body felt numb. I had no emotion right now.
This is going to be on my record and this is going to ruin my future career choice.
Why not? Everything else is shit right now.